blog's finally back up... oh well... past few days was tiring.. work + play + wad else... and now i gotta work 7 days straight.. oh man... first day passed... it wasn't that bad afterall... after work, had dinner wif jerlin... lol =/ she said she was nearby... so... yup after dinner went home ler... i wan to sleep! so damn tired... grrr.... good nite...

p.s. hee, i've got the non-radio version of qian li zhi wai (: enjoy. =D

hmmm... long time nv update my blog... stupid file server... down coz exceed bandwidth.. den now my pictures and all stuck inside that stupid server.. den muz wait for another month for it to renew my bandwidth allowance... from now on i'm gonna store my stuff in a seperate server ler ... blog stuff aside, other stuff in another server.. grrr... now my blog's skin is all in that stupid server and i cant retrieve it coz exceed bandwidth... so stupid.. zzz... anyways today was last paper, which is WLPG... studied at 3am till 8am, till the moment i entered the exam hall... surprised all that i studied came out... hopefully can pass... lots of careless mistakes though... hahas...

after exam, went over clubroom sit awhile.. den when to cine wif tommy, yh, ceed, geok, xiawen. den met up wif bobo, ate long john... den i went over take hdd from charissa from the apple shop, den after that we went kbox... daniel and weekwang came over... wah sing till sore throat arh... zzzz... den after kbox, yh had to leave.. so he left, xiawen went also.. den we went over to eat at foodcourt, at dunoe where?! chongjun went to meet his parents, den ceed went home... left me bobo, geok, weekwang, daniel and tommy... went play pool at carpage?! dunoe how to spell la.. zzz... there de environment i quite dun like... actualy i might act strong on the outside, but actually inside me, i seriously hope to abstain from gangsterism and lots of stupid business wif them... so hope u all understand. okies den after the quite entertaining pool matches.. i lost to geok 2/3 matches.. quite sad la... but manage to win weekwang twice.. lols =x den we went home ler... so late ler.. quite tired.. spent so much money today.. sux =/ okies... nothing much ler... more updates on the blog when my stupid server is up ba... cya goodnites (:

today was PTN lunch wif our CRS teacher irene... she treated us to seoul garden at ngee ann city... only me, terence and boobies went though... ceed was sick, jieming couldn't make it, jiaxian went school to study, joey was missing in action.. therefore, only us 3 for the PTN lunch... hee.. sumptuous meal we had... after lunch, went shopping for boobies' ear piece... bought one at safe superstore in bugis... den we headed to far east and i got my mickey mouse necklace.. hahas... dunoe how to wear out... but i'll wear someday... mickey mouse obsession man... zzzz... after that, went over to the movies and watched the 9.15pm time slot for the movie CLICK... it was funny la, budden quite lame, taking that it ended as a dream afterall... the plot was nice, especially the year 2010-2020 parts, was very futuristic, gave me an idea of how everything wud be like in the coming future.. hopefully it really is like that... hahas... den took mrt home ler.. fun day today... but i'm missing the girls... i missed them so... searching for a glimmer of hope... good nites (:

P.S i finally updated finish the previous post liao, do read it and look at the new pictures (:

alrites, prepare for a rather long post. today was the last day of the ASIAN WCG 2006 event at suntec convention halls 601-603... which marks the last day of my job... although i only worked for 2 days, but its already a big experience gained. be it towards the job, or towards my ownself. firstly, thnx to jiaxian, we managed to get this dream job at such an event.. even though we were only there for 2 out of the 4 days, but still, its a dream come true.. thnx alot jiaxian... sry for the poor sales though =xx hmmm... secondly, thnx to all our friends who came over to check out the WCG and sun bian allowed us more time to slack wif u all... hahas.. namely: CJ and his gang, daniel, bobo and his gang.. and some other friends whom we managed to see, even though they were not there specially to peii us la... hahas... thnx for letting us haf time to SLACK... even though the job was already very slack.. oh well...

hmmm... live wif no regrets!... so many people ask me why i nv ask the ladies' phone number... well.. the reasons are simple... well, in this kind of big events or PC shows, often we can see all the beautiful gorgeous ladies dressed in skimpy tubes, or simple a spagetti stripe top wif a small piece of scarf across... they are there to ATTRACT guys... no doubt about it... they are there for a reason, to promote their products... den oftenly, guys having a male nature, wif a male mindset, will naturally haf raging hormones when we see such a wonderful scene.. and will try to take the chance to get to noe them, and eventually even wanting to get to noe them deeper... yup, thats a very wrong thing to do... coz they are there to work! and not there to provide entertainment to guys and get to noe more guys... o.O sounds alittle chim... okies, in short.. the ladies there, dun even noe wad kind of guys are going to appear in front of them.. they dunoe who u are, and u dunoe wad kind of person are they. so naturally, a kind of psychology barrier builds up... the kind of response towards male's enquiries towards certain private issues, might well be untrue... i got to noe one of the lady there, named stella (featured in the first post on this WCG event already).. yup, as i was saying, i got to noe her alittle better than i got to noe the rest... perhaps she was more friendly, and more, perhaps alittle more on-going pattern. she let me in on some secrets.. lets see...

girls at the show.
1)they are there to work.
2)most of them don't say real things regarding their personal life.
3)80% claims they haf a boyfriend, but at times untrue.
4)some lie about their ages.
5)they don't like to give handphone numbers to strangers.(well...)
5)they appear friendly towards everyone they see. (very true)
6)but behind the smile, there's always another face.
7)try not to bug a lady too much if she's uninterested in a chat.
8)lastly, dun too chiong! =P (i added this in myself)

hmmmm... okies 2 days of experience, made me level up alitte.. in terms of.. understanding ba... hahas... stella only told me those stuff, when i probed her at the correct timing ba... we were like chatting about other stuff and so... and managed to get into topic ba... hahas... she's 22 years old, studying private.. as written in the first post on WCG suntec ler...


well, thats stella in the photo ler..

*CLICK ON ANY OF THE PICTURES TO ENLARGE IT.

oh ya, and she told me pie's full name... her full name is, pie ling.. which looks weird when typed out... so i guess should be like: pyeling, or pailing, or pailynn, or pielynn, or pyelynn, or pyelinn, or pailynn, or any other combination... the pronounciation is "p-ie l-ing" jiu correct liao... hahas... and the edited photo was actually not like wad the original looked like la...


this is how it should look like... hee... this 22 years old NUS student really... is... one of the best i've seen around... (at least in my eyes la)

hmmm yup, guess today i'll juz put in some photos taken thru the 3 days ba... hahas... as we went on friday to watch my friends compete in the games, its a total of 3 days we were there ler... hahas, thats why we already got to noe the ladies earlier... oh well... today got to noe another lady, who only worked for today.. she's jamie, only 17 years old.. studying at ming yi secondary school, (if i'm not wrong), she has beautiful curly hair! and its long, and curly and... omg the curls... totally sweet... hahas... but nope, nv take photo wif her though... they only time we chatted was when she came over helping another lady look for a mp3 to buy -.-! den juz talked alittle while huiling served the customer...

yup, lets move on... hahas... hmm.. oh ya oh ya! the name... ERIKA! sounds alittle like EUREKA!... hahas.. lame... Cj's cup of tea... hahas, bobo also said she was hot... this 19 year old really turns on the heat for our 2 guys there... lolx... but cant admit she's really totally fiery... but however, do read the 8 points stated above regarding the ladies at the show! lols =x


CJ and his eye candy lor... hahas =x look at the hands, look at the hands! lol


hahas, here's erika and qiulian in one picture!... totally beautiful isnt it =P

hees... aiyer, den comes emily... the very first girl who served us on friday when we went over to spectate the others... me daniel weekwang ceed and CJ knew her first... weekwang and ceed not very attracted by her though... CJ and me quite attracted... hahas... she's a 21 year old SMU student... cool eh? ~ in charge of the TOWER BLOXX game event, thats why we got to noe her alittle better... hahas... she's a very friendly lady also lor... looks far older for age though... me and daniel took pictures wif her... actually i chatted quite alot wif her also... teach her wad is CS and DOTA lolx... she juz dun understand the game la thats all... so funny...


this is me and emily.. behind's daniel though.. lols =x


okies, here's daniel and emily (: due to using daniel's HP camera, the image isnt that clear =/

hmmm, the above is the 4 ladies that we got to noe in the very first day we reached ler... nxt is on the 5 girls that i got to noe the nxt day, which is my first day at work... hahas, ceed's cutie pie, qiu lian, was covered in the previous post... but still haf more things to say about her also... hahas =x she's fierce la... dun see she cute cute liddat wan, she can be quite violent also... when she gets violent, nothing stands in her way!! roAr! lols... but ceed likes... so... oh well... hahas =x her picture's in the previous post ler...

den is lily, she had a chopstick in her hair today... hahas =x looks so funny, budden her hair is naturally beautiful lor... long straight hair, wif some curls though... den she's by far, the most matured looking girl i've seen around the samsung bunch of ladies ba... guess she's the 23years old wan ba... hahas =x den i see her quite fierce looking, at first didnt dare to talk to her... den amelia tease me infront of her yesterday, thats how we started chatting also la... hmm... den amelia, she only worked for one day... so didnt see her around today also... abit sad la... we hit it off pretty well the first day we met though... she tells me things, that a girl naturally wun say truthfully the first time she meets a stranger...

okies jasmine... she said me flirt yesterday!... and some other things... zzz.. my reply to her is that, if i was flirt hor, i wud haf go and know all the girls and attempt to get all their numbers liao right... duh... den she keep quiet there smile smile smile... aiya... oh well... today she appeared alrite to me... den we had some time off to chat also... hmm she's 19 years old, in NYP marketting year 3 i tink... got to know her alittle better... den when she found out i was only 18, she ji tao... call me xiao di di all the way.. -.-! younger by 1 years old big deal mehh.... zzz... she tot i was 20+ all the way before i told her my age... rofl... do i look that old... =/ mayb i do... sians... loooking old is not enough, i nid the identification that can proof me old!!.. 18, 21, 25 years old are stepping stones!... (18 to get to Zouk, MOS, DXO, 21 to get to Joker Pub, and another one i dunoe wads the name, 25 to get into Balaclava!! grrr...) okies back... hahas, den chat alittle wif jasmine, i said she was like "bing shan mei mei", coz she keep appearing cool and steady wan... nv talk much also... den other people taking photos, she will stand one side... den she told me, actually she doesnt like to take photos... thats why... so, i dun even haf a photo of her... oh well... my memory will always haf her... hahas... den something went wrong between her and CJ also... weird la... but nvm... next!

here comes, the BIG blue eyes jacqueline liao... hahas... today leon daniel came over... and we got some free time to be alone wif jacqueline... hahas =x made full use of a samsung 8 megapixel camera there, and took lots of shots. (wif her of course), coz leon's camera too kuku liao... even i cant take a perfect photo wif his cam... zzz... well, we used leon's MMC card to store the pictures taken using the samsung 8 megapixel camera... yup, jacqueline's friendly, like the rest... and i believe she felt lonely without amelia today.. coz yesterday they tagged de ma... hahas... stella commented that she's a very hardworking girl... i agreed too... who else wud run around the place wif a big stack of "SUPERMAN returns" T-shirt in her arms giving them out to contestants?... well, jacqueline wud... hahas...she's 19 if i'm not wrong =P

*thnx LEON and DANIEL for sending me the pictures, so here they are, for pleasant viewing (:

we took some photos wif jacqueline...


thats me and her...


and here's leon wif jacqueline, hee... ain't he lucky.


here's an extremely similar one, only daniel as poser... lol.


dunoe why, no matter how hard i try to take daniel and jacqueline's photo hor, sure canot take a nice one... from this piece we can see the lighting is not enough... zzz


took this for them... hee..


in this very funny picture, i dunoe why leon and daniel end up in this picture wif the ladies together wif that funny looking monster, domokun, wif a lightsaber in its hands... there were like 2 other cameras that were shooting the ladies with the domokun, i guess they haf no choice but to include daniel and leon in the photo... lolx!

hahas, after that jacqueline had to go off to work!... den we made use of the camera and had fun shooting some photos =PP


2 guys acting cool eh?...


helping me promote cameras eh?


here comes ceed after he noticed me slacking, came and join in the fun too...


started to haf the game of, see who can use his hands to support on the other 2's shoulders and go upright. ceed failed flat.


den leon failed too... (its hard)


another try, but still failed... and he gives up... lols.


daniel on his first try, and succeeded!.. he has god strength!... lolx...

oh well, the photos were taken using the Samsung Digimax S800 8megapixel camera... quality is nice... hahas =x but the price of the camera oso nice la... hahas...

some other photos taken during the 2 days.


this is a very interesting one, daniel is having a FIFA soccer match against the SHOCKTROOPER, indeed shocking! lolx.


lols, shocktrooper actually turned over to look at the camera for a shot. damn funny.


this is our group photo taken on the 1st day of work...


ceed and i took part in the photo taking contest for a chance to win the digital camera.. but we didnt win, here's ceed contest photo... lolx..


ceed and his friend, used the Samsung i6 camera to take it... quality's not bad either.

hmmm... after the short fun, back to the WCG match... it was entertaining as well... u muz be figuring, i'm working, how wud i find so much time to know girls, chat wif them, den entertaining friends who came over to find us, and watching the WCG matches at the same time! busy man hor?... but no no ... sales were low.. tried our best to push ler, even boss also said coz no one walk over to check out our product, so even if we stay inside the booth, there wud be nothing for us to do also... so, i made full use of my time!~ hahas... okies back to the games... CS finals was between SINGAPORE and PHILLIPINES (did i get the spelling wrong?), den obviously, SINGAPORE team won!! yay... wee... den DOTA finals was between Team MI2(SG) vs TEAM LZ(thai)... SG team won as well.. very impressive match... i'll upload the replay as soon as i got it (: hahas... den the other games, no much time to check out.. if i'm not wrong, think Dead of Alive 4, was won by our very own SINGAPORE player as well... hmmm.. think so only... thats all for the games ler ba.. nothing much to elaborate actually... while watching the game, i was like moving from the stage, back to our booth, and from the booth back to the stage and watch... coz scared later got customers den muz serve ma... but thnx to ceed, who covered me while i slacked... hahas... yup, job's easy and fun...

hmm... come to the end of the post liao... hahas... quite long post hor... =x haiz... to think actually, if u want me to think back... this 3 days... was like a very very sweet dream.. which i wun wana wake up from if i had the choice... i believed some of u felt like it too... its like, it made me so carefree, and the most important thing, is that i learnt alot of new things and gained lots of experience... the wonderful memories of the girls we got to noe thru the WCG tingy will never fade in my memory, the amount of exposure we haf on age 16-23 girls... its a whole new experience... perhaps i noob la, coz i nv had the chance to be like this before, so i find it both refreshing and enhancing to my life... hahas... it muz be fate that let us see those girls, and making friends wif them... singapore has a population of 4million, i believe there sure are better ones, but i strongly feel that, those that we see during the WCG show, are already a gift to us liao... very very contented ler... =D

it really seemed like a very sweet dream, which i wud never wana wake up from... so real and so.. unbelievable... so long to WCG 2006, i'll be looking forward to WCG 2007! where the dreams and hope stay alive again... good nites everybody (:

hmm... today was quite wonderful... when i reached the exibition hall, saw emily and pie first... pie smiled.. den i went over talk to emily alittle.. hahas.. she was shocked how come i was wearing the samsung shirt... haha, den stunnded ask me how come i suddenly joined the company... lols =x funny... but very interesting piece of stuff right in the morning!.. brightens up my day... lols =xx work was fun.. boss is super uber good to us... we were rather slack... even though i didnt expected it wud be so slack... but still, due to the overflowing crowd over at the dota and performance area, it was rather sad for my poor booth at the exibition hall.. whole days sales, only managed to close one camera... quite sad =/ but nevertheless encouraging... hahas... oh well... then there was the cosplay tingy... saw alot of anime characters, and some cartoon and super heroes... like V for vendetta, darth maul and the starwars gang, spiderman, batman, pink power ranger... -.-! etc... getting more and more ridiculous... lols =x but the anime ones are much more adorable and more welcomed... then they had a cosplay contest... dunoe who won though... but all are nice (: saw bleach, prince of tennis, gundam seed, trinity blood, all those anime characters here and there... wonderful =x

hmmm... okies after the cosplay tingy... the crowd dispersed alittle... when u're working at such a place right, and there's no customer to serve... naturally, we'll walk over to talk to the ladies around there right!... ta-da, there, we got to noe 5 more ladies today... oops=x or was it me... hmm... let me recall their names... there's the very friendly, and very ah lian pattern, qiu lian! (even her name has a lian inside, rofl..) but she's cute la... here's the photo we took:


totally cute...

alrites, den got to noe a couple of other girls: lily, amelia, jacqueline, and jasmine... hmmm... lily's a little like she shi man... u noe u noe the hong kong actress.. uber... totally... lolx... dunoe how old's she, but she very hardworking, keep walking around serving customers, so no much time to chat wif her... hmmm den comes amelia... she's only 16!.. hahas... kinda eurasian pattern... she's british + malaysian mixed blood... big eyes and cute face... studys at eastview secondary =x somewhere near east side! (my house).. lols.. oh well... she's alot more free than the rest apparently.. so i had the chance to talk to her more... (she corrected me, about that girl in my previous post.. who's name i thought was belinda, but was actually pie... unique name eh... pie.... -.-!) so yup, but quite paisehh actually, coz i ask her wad's that lady's name, den she told me she dunoe, coz she also started working today... coz she took over a lady named belinda... (weird!) means i totally mistook belinda for another person... okies oh well... yup, so she didnt really noe the other ladies working around... she asked lily for me, and kind lily told her the lady's name was pie... weird name. but its okies, she's cute! i dun care even if her name is chenweilian... =X den thru her, she intro me to jacqueline... she has big round eyes... holy... wif blue contact lenses... super kawaii.. dunoe why also, i'm starting to feel that it's heaven there!.. =PP lols... ya den got to noe her ler lor .. had a little chat... budden nv ask how old and stuff... -.-! lala... dunoe la dun care... lastly is jasmine ler lor... all the ladies mentioned above were in charge of the MP3 and camera booths, jasmine is in charge of the laptop booth... hmmm... she's a so-so quite alrite girl.. very friendly... budden she said something to me!!! grr... den i whole day no mood, sian diao ler... haiz.. -.-! nvm... suan ler... thats all the ladies we got to noe for today ler...

hmm! oh ya, before i forget.. lols... CJ appeared today at the WCG place out of nowhere, and i figured should be coz i told him erika was 18 years old, den he ji tao chiong here... lolx... budden i talked to erika, and confirmed wif her personally.. she's 19 years old... studying ngee ann year 3... hahas =x cool (: so as expected, CJ wanted her number... daniel went over and help CJ get her number... she did give... the number given is: 97*2*158... canot give whole... sians right... such a chio girl... =x lols...

hmm... oh ya! before i forget again!! ceed also had something interesting... i noe this might affect him in one way or another, coz of the readers of my blog, but nevertheless i'll write it out... lol! =X qiu lian hor ..... attracted ceed alot sehh... rofl! the "bridge" was crossed over by ceed when he saw qiu lian =x lolsss!! so funny... ceed said, "she was the only girl that attracted me." i was wondering... wow?! ceed normally wun even look at other girls, let alone talking to them... but today ceed talked to qiu lian as though they were like... close friends?! LOL.. i'm surprised... ceed opened up totally...i'm starting to get happy for him, coz he's slowly walking out of that shadow... TOTALLY... -.-! qiu lian qiu lian qiu lian qiu lian qiu lian qiu lian qiu lian qiu lian qiu lian qiu lian qiu lian is pretty... (: see her tomorrow! hor hor... ceed die liao this time =XX

after work, we sat down at the main stage there, watched a semi-finals game of WCG DOTA, ZENITH vs MI2... cool, MI2 was an unseeded team, means they actually fought their way thru to the finals from the qualifying stages... some other teams, such as ZENITH and the Malaysian Champions, were actually pre-allocated a slot in the round of 16 matches onwards, so they actually skipped the qualifying stages... MI2 beat ZENITH in that match.. it was a totally entertaining match.. i'll try to upload the exciting replay of the match, as soon as i manage to find it.. so the finals is set, 2 teams battle it out tomorrow... one team is MI2, the other is LZ (i tink?), both are surprisingly, unseeded teams! cool shit, meaning no advantages over each other.. juz pure courage and pure team work + professionality... hahas, we'll see the match go on tml... be sure to be there wif ur friend's if u dun wana miss the 2006 ASIAN WCG DOTA FINALS... check it out, its gonna be cool! anyways, i'm working tml as well... from 11am onwards... boring la... no people buys cameras as long as there are matches to watch =( oh well.. hope tomorrow will be a better day... signing off... good nites (:

today was... excellent!.. after a boring Films Appreciation test, which i took 20mins to write finish that 2 and a half pages long essay... -.-! i became the first to leave the classroom, despite being the last to enter.. okies, den met up wif daniel, weekwang, cj, alex and yh at fc5.. chat and ate for awhile.. den yh had to go t20 hand in homework, alex went home.. den leaves me weekwang daniel and cj.. we went over to suntec to the WCG competition.. to see how ceed bobo and the rest are... hmm... well, not very good ... ceed's team lost all 3 rounds.. and yh's group lost all 4 rounds... hmm well.. not enough practise!! okies, den walked pass samsung booth, got some quite pretty de ladies.. hahas den cj went over to make friends, den their boss said, "hey hey go join the game if u got so much time, dun stand here flirt my girls!" haha! so funny la okay... den in the end me cj weekwang and daniel took part in the tower bloxx game.. we can compete in the game, and try to be the first group wif the best result.. our result was 5765 i tink... the top ranking is 9018, which is like godly, 2nd is 8k+, and we were 3rd!!! but only for awhile... den jiu got taken over by other groups already.. oh well... we first time playing leii!! wad u expect =/ den we got to noe 4 girls working there... namely: emily, stella, pie?! and erika... omg lor .. they're hot!! =XX emily is the very friendly wif us one... she kept talking to us and stuff while we were at the game... she so poor thing la, break time only a few mins, den wan go toilet oso canot coz got people still playing the game=x lols den in the end she got another lady to look after for her, den she went toilet... -.-! dunoe why i'm typing this in but... oh well... anyways, emily is 21years old, studying at SMU... den stella is 22years old, studying private degree... pie?! is 22 years old also, studying in NUS, den leaves ERIKA! omg.. she's 19!! budden dunoe which poly/JC... hmmm.. gotta ask tml!! =P hahas anyways, took many pictures wif them... whahaha=x perhaps can show u all one *EDITED* picture... =P

*drools... this is pie?! (:

oh well... =x anyways they're very friendly.. and they're super hot... lols... (: after everything ended, left me nat ceed bobo and andrew... went over to the fountain of wealth.. and tried something stupid...

dedicate to:a*ee
from: princeed
song artist: james blunt
song name: you're beautiful
dedications: i really wana be wif u

=PP lolx... thats all i can remember... budden hor, very stupid... we went over the the fountain den wait and wait... budden nothing came out...den i asked a fellow over there.. he say, the dedications system is closed liao... that time was around 9.45pm ler... -.-! so oh well.. didnt manage to get it...hahas den i was hungri... so went over to swensons to eat... total, spent $64.22... -.-!... it was a mistake to go there!! nat all ur fault for ur crave for the dessert and u nv tell me spicy aglio olio only so little!!!! zzzz... ceed ordered chicken baked rice, andrew had fish baked rice and bobo ate curry chicken bake rice... nat juz ordered $4.90 worthed of fries... oh well... after the meal, we had ice cream! i ate a soda strawberry =x nat had a rootbeer float... hmm after the filling meal... andrew went to orchard meet friend, bobo and nat went home.. me and ceed walked over to bugis.. wanting to take bus home de... den i decided go over pool fusion see see... so qiao, saw tommy dave and gang... at there play pool... lols =x but actually my motive is to go talk to melissa only la... hahas.. oops =x after a short chat, we left the pool fusion at 11.25pm... i took bus home, while ceed said mrt was a better way for him... so off we went... yawns... tml working at suntec!! can go over WCG there check out.. awhile =x hahas... yup samsung samsung!! i'm working samsung camera promoter... budden i dunoe where's the exact location i'll be posted to... see how tml ba... (: 11am work.. dunoe can make it anot ... zzz good nites (:

figured i didnt blog for a couple of days.. here goes.. lols.. got to school at 11am today... something happened to the mrt track westbound... (means direction to boon lay), thus there was a delay.. hmmm something we don't encounter everyday.. oh well.. after VB interview, went over to JP wif boobies, ceed, weekwang and yumi.. played pool for awhile... omg saw cindy again ^^... lols... den i decided to play pool, i don't normally play wif them.. i watch them most of the times... so yup.. i played today.. den happened to see my sec sch mates.. junwen, hexiang, jason, alvin, weesong, winston, and one more i dunoe really noe him... lolx.. so qiao manage to see them at the pool there.. hmm... left pool at 2pm+.. boobies and weekwang go back school for JSPG presentation, ceed went to find yh at the GamesDevelopment classroom... i walked around wif yumi at JP, coz i had WLPG interview at 4pm after... went eat at the pizza place, i and yumi ate a marinara linguini, a carbonara linguini, (those 2 are pastas), a plate of 6pcs of hotwings, and a personal seafood pizza.. which is very small, only 4 slices.. hmm sumptuous meal ba... costing $30.50... den sinmun call me to say that she saw me... but i didnt see her... =/ today no fate wif her.. hahas =xx after, saw a couple of friends from sec school around JP, including leonard... but no peijun? LOL... okies den after that went back to sch for WLPG interview ler...

after WLPG interview, heng peter didnt trouble me much... =/ went GD classroom find yh, cj, ceed, they all... coz we haf job training later at 7pm... hmm... watched them dota awhile, den left liao... met daniel and weekwang at dover mrt, den went to lavender together... training was not bad.. at least learnt alot of things other people will not know, about digital cameras.. hahas... after interview, cj and weekwang went home, me daniel ceed went to bugis to haf dinner... walk walk awhile... actually, tot i saw jerlin de... den... zzzz... i dunoe wad to say... den i didnt go say hi or wad la.. coz from quite far see ma... den wif friends also... so i didnt, i juz sms her... but she reply that she was at home! and she isnt at bugis!... omg? how could i seen wrongly... and my sms for her was like... fierce... i oso dunoe wads got into me... that girl i saw hor, she wore the same hair band as jerlin, same hairstyle somemore, same top i saw jerlin wear before, same socks colour she wore before, and height also looks the same to me... how could i be wrong... thinks**... oh well... i dunoe la ... den i still ask her to call me from her house.. and she did... perhaps that girl really isnt her... but well... the timing between the time i saw here and the time i sms-ed her is indeed quite some time.. its sufficient for her to go home already... but... okies la, i'll give her the benefit of doubt... and my fault for being so fierce to her also =/ pls dun cry.. okies, den had a rather long chat wif daniel and ceed... casual chat... den went home ler... i took 12 home from bugis street... which was last bus, at 12.05am... budden hor, after that ceed called me and tell me actually i had another bus, 197... which the last bus in service is 12.45am... -.-! oh well... blurified me today... zzzz... all my fault... T_T...... anyways, saw a lamborghini GALLARDO on the streets... OMG... i could hear the engine from 200metres away... turn back to see the gallardo zoom pass... holy... my dream wedding... omg... =/ dream on man!!!!... okies go sleep liao me.. nites girl...

hmm... went over to see my great grandma today. things doesnt seem very favourable. apparently her immune system went down, lungs, liver and kidneys malfunctioned. due to the kidney deficiency, water retention was spotted in the body, and its unable to be removed from the body. so i believe its juz a matter of time she's gone. the doctor broke this news to us. it seemed all hopeless now. i'm sad nevertheless but however resigned to this oncoming tragedy.. from the moment she got into the hospital, i was already mentally prepared for this to come.. as she's so old, operation on her is totally impossbile, taking the high risks into consideration.. therefore doctors forgo the operation and just let her be.. on a regular medicine routine though... but it didn't seem to help.. i guess this has to be it.. the fate is sealed, she'll be gone soon... can't help but feeling sore in my heart... but i noe i cant do anything to reverse it... had a chat wif her, she could barely open her lips and talk to me, but i could roughly make out wad she was talking.. i could hear her asking me how old am i, i replied 18, and she started asking if i had a girlfriend and when getting married and stuff... i could hear it, i dunoe why.. mayb i was putting in alot alot alot of effort in trying to decipher wad she's talking.. i replied her dun worrie i'll find a girlfriend soon... she kept emphasizing on getting a good girl and dun get cheated.. and stuff like this... i didnt wan her to worrie over me, therefore i promised i will... looking at her suffering on the hospital bed, struggling for her life... it simply... isnt wad she's supposed to be going thru at all... being a loyal buddhist, praying more than 5 times per day... i guess it was all enough to sustain her for so long... till the grim reaper takes her away... of course i hope that she'll get better, or even get well.. but... its the aging body of hers thats giving it to her... haiz.. i dunoe wad else to comment about also...

and i wana say sry to ceed by the way... for hurling so many bad words at you today... i wasn't in the right mood... i noe i should not however vent frustrations on u but... i still did it ... even my sister was not spared... i'm sorrie to all of u... but i'm juz too stressed.. yup...

hmm when it comes to such a point of time, i can't help but think very psychologically... well.. psychology is the study of the mind and behaviour, but not all questions about the mind or behaviour can be answered in psychology. psychology, for the most part, has adopted the scientific method which means that it only studies questions that can be tested in a precise, objective, publicly verifable fashion. the first step in doing psychology scientifically is learning hwo to ask testable questions. i'll come out with a few questions, and if u're free, tell me which of the following questions could be tested scientifically, and can you rewrite these questions to make them more precise?

1. Do infants dream?
2. Are some people born evil?
3. Do apes have a self-concept?
4. Does memory get worse in old age?
5. Does caffeine make people anxious?
6. Do students consume more beer than other age groups?
7. Is psychotherapy more beneficial than psychiatric medication?
8. Do students who take more courses develop more efficient study habits?
9. Are our dreams an indication of our unconscious desires and conflicts?
10. Do students remember information longer after preparing for essay exams than for multiple choice questions exams?

well above are 10 questions that are posted, if u can tell me which of the following questions could be tested scientifically, and if they can't can you rewrite the questions in a more precise manner?... think psychology scientifically and u'll noe the answer. its all around us...

hmm... why is life so brittle? and so pitiful... it makes us often condemn ourselves thinking about wad we could haf done in the past, that we didnt do... when we had the chance to... only to regret when things eventually become unfavourable... today i heard 3 bad news... all hospital related.. firstly, a casual lunch chat wif zilin, misty and xinhui over at fc6 during lunch break.. heard from them that evan's elder brother is admitted to hospital coz of brain tumour.. and he's only 19 years old.. why?... do god, haf to make fun of people like this... but once again, its fate, its karma, all up to u to say... i juz hope that the tumour is benign and the removal operation will be successful, hopefully no complications arise... and may everything go well for him... yup.. back to second news.. zilin's mother was also admitted to hospital... coz of blood clot in the lung, after the operation, her mummy returned home to recuperate, but had difficulties breathing.. another doctor's diagonosis was that complications arose and left a tumour/blood clot in the rib cage.... muz be the doctor who operated on her mummy, overlooked this.. thats why.. she's still in hospital nevertheless, prays hard for her recovery.. hope zilin dun be so sad too... evan also... both pls take care of urselves... now to the 3rd bad news... it suddenly struck to me... i recieved my mother's sms at around 6pm, telling me that my great-grandmother (yes 3 generations up), she's currently 96 years old.. suddenly had stroke the night before last night... and was admitted to 'A n E' 20mins after discovering... juz now immediately after my job training, i went over to take a look at her... she looked so weak and pale... not like how she was... i really... i regret.. for once i say this, i regret... when things came my way, i didnt cherish.. now i'm losing it i'm regretting... i often tell people, "life's simple, make choices and don't look back", this sentence is grabbed from a movie but nevertheless very true... but i simply can't overcome my own barrier... that is, i didnt go for her 96 years old birthday celebration... and i missed out so many chances i could haf to accompany her, sit by her side, listen to her talk and even hug her... she's paralyzed fully on the left hand side of her body, right from the cheek bone downwards... how do u expect a 96 year old lady to endure and suffer from this torment?... i stood by her bedside, listened to her call out to my name, her first instinct when i arrived was to grab my hands and talk to me.. i cant figure wad she was talking... i juz stood there and listen to her.. wanting to make her feel comfortable... looking at her in this state is really heartbreaking... i keep telling myself i wana make her feel better, but i just dunoe how... den suddenly i remember many times, i wanted to look for her when i was free, i told myself i'll be over to visit her at her place.. but never once i went... i didn't keep any of my promises to her... and for that reason i can't forgive myself.. i simple took things for granted.. all the way till i haf this very strong feeling i'm going to lose her... i really don't want to... sudden reminiscence of the past.. i remember i stayed wif her before at her house... for some days... i juz can't forget those moments now... it all floats in front of me... i juz cant... control myself... i'm a man, but i telling you now, i'm crying... i saw her at the hospital lying down, and showed so many signs of suffering and pain... i wana alleviate her pain.. but i simple dunoe how, and there's no way i can make her feel better other than juz standing by her and accompanying her... i juz hope she can pull thru this predicament and eventually get out safely... i promise i'll visit her at least once per week once she's safely out... i promise... i really do... she looked so weak when i saw her.... i'm scared of losing her... i cant help it but even on my mind now, i'm thinking of her... i totally miss... her.... i juz hope she'll recover from the stroke soon... seeing her suffering really hurts my heart... i cant type anymore i'm tired... i juz hope everyone can take me as an example, and treat the ones u love, alot more better than it is now... whether its ur mother, father, brothers, or friends.. juz cherish the moments u haf wif them now, and dun regret about things u could haf done for them when u had the chance to.. dun follow my footsteps... and life's very unpredictable.. anything could happen out of the blue, who knows mayb i wun wake up to see tml? its all cruel... very cruel....