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Biography.
Derrick ♥ ONG.
Attached & Unavailable.
Singaporean, 20 years of age.
09 november 1988.
coolguy1031@hotmail.com
derrick.ong@live.co.uk
freelance hacker.
freelance web designer.
IT Consultant.
my friendster.
二兎を追う者は一兎をも得ず。
Trying to do two things at once will make you fail in both.

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Sunday, February 25, 2007.
10:24 AM |

Selena - Dreaming Of You
(Frank Golde and Tom Snow)
Late at night when all the world, is sleeping.
I'd stay up and think of you.
And I'd wish on a star,
That somewhere you are thinking, of me too.

'Cause I'm dreaming, of you tonight.
'Til tomorrow, I'll be holding you tight.
And there's nowhere in the world I'd rather be.
Than here in my room,
Dreaming about you and me...

Wonder if you ever see me;
And I wonder if you know I'm there. (Am I there)
If you looked in my eyes,
Would you see what's inside?
Would you even care..

I just wanna hold you close,
But so far, all I have are dreams of you.
So I wait for the day, and the courage to say
How much I love you. (Yes, I do)

I'll be dreaming, of you tonight.
'Till tomorrow, I'll be holding you tight.
And there's nowhere in the world I'd rather be.
Than here in my room,
Dreaming about you and me...

Ahh-Ahh...
I can't stop dreaming of you,
I can't stop dreaming,
I can't stop dreaming of you..

Late at night when all the world, is sleeping.
I'd stay up and think of you.
And I still can't believe, that you came up to me,
And said, "I love you; I love you too".

Now I'm dreaming, with you tonight.
'Till tomorrow, and for all of my life.
And there's nowhere in the world I'd rather be.
Than here in my room,
Dreaming with you endlessly...


another song to post on my blog.. enjoy ~

these songs reflect exactly on me...

hmm... how are u today?... i wonder, coz i missed u...
Loves, derrick out.

Friday, February 23, 2007.
3:12 AM |

20th February 2007 Tuesday
went watch protege and twins mission in a movie marathon wif tommy daniel bobo and ceed... ceed's working the next day, but still very sporting so came wif us to watch... watch finish liao it was 4.30am... went play lan wif them, till first MRT/BUS came, den go home liao... long time nv hang out till so late wif guys... so it was refreshing... and fun...

and also, happy birthday to my sister.

21th February 2007 Wednesday
sis' birthday was yesterday... but today den go celebrate.. she had lunch wif her school mates at Cafe Cartel earlier on, but mum treated to Swensons at night.. so i had the benefit to eat too.. LOL... had some wonderful food there, wif mum and ahma eating the salmon meals, (chinese new year new dishes), sis at the scallop noodles meal, while i ate the spicy fish pasta... wasnt that bad.. ordered my favourite iced mocha float.. was excellent.. but maestro bistro's one is nicer... ha... happy birthday to my sister then..

22th February 2007 Thursday
today nothing much, slept like majority of the day.. den went cut hair at night...
lol cut lai cut qu, the hairstyle still same wan... hmm.. den got to noe the hairdresser who cut my hair.. she quite young nia, i tink 22 or 23... but her styling skills very good... den she say she leaving the salon soon liao... abit sad... but she gave me her number ... (no i didnt ask), den we started msging thru... she said i could always look for her if she's not cutting here liao, (opposite my place at parkway parade there), therefore gave me her no. den as we msged, she suddenly say she try to tell boss to continue working there... hmm, dunoe wad she wants... but well.... lol....


boring... wana see a SGD$750,000 car? lol, see the below pics. (coz xinhui got post lamborghini pics on her blog, so i oso wana post liao)

sis and lamborghini


sis and lamborghini


sis and lamborghini


sis and lamborghini


sis and lamborghini


lol xian mu ba... one more, wad is she doing?

sis and lamborghini
Loves, derrick out.

Saturday, February 17, 2007.
4:13 AM |

Pearl Harbour Main Theme
Faith Hill - There You'll Be
(Diane Warren)
When I think back on these times,
And the dreams we left behind.
I'll be glad 'cause I was blessed,
To get to have you in my life.
When I look back on these days,
I'll look and see your face,
You were right there for me.

In my dreams I'll always see you soar above the sky.
In my heart there will always be a place for you,
For all my life. I'll keep a part of you with me,
And everywhere I am, there you'll be,
everywhere I am, there you'll be.

Well you showed me how to feel,
Feel the sky was in my reach.
And I always will remember all the strength you gave to me.
Your love made me make it through,
Oh, I owe so much to you,
You were right there for me.


In my dreams I'll always see you soar above the sky.
In my heart there will always be a place for you,
For all my life. I'll keep a part of you with me,
And everywhere I am, there you'll be.


'Cause I always saw in you my light, my strength,
And I want to thank you now
For all the ways, you were right there for me,
You were right there for me.
For always ~


In my dreams I'll always see you soar above the sky.
In my heart there will always be a place for you,
For all my life. I'll keep a part of you with me,
And everywhere I am, there you'll be.

And everywhere I am, there you'll be.

there you'll be ~

i'll keep a part of you with me for all my entire life...
Loves, derrick out.

Friday, February 16, 2007.
11:58 PM |

hmm i'm sick.. very sick.. okies ~

sore throat fever flu, the common influenza sickness... but its gotta come only on CNY, how sad...

ate panadol, sore throat lozenges, flu tablets, royal jelly pills, centrum vitamins, vitamin C tablets, ginseng, bird's nest, essence of chicken, EVERYTHING... from yesterday till today, all i had for meals are porridge + such stuff... it just DOESN'T work!... k...

i missed u, so i talked to u.
Loves, derrick out.

Thursday, February 15, 2007.
2:57 PM |

past few days... keep going out.. no time to blog.. nothing much also...

13th Feb' 07 Tuesday Valentine's Eve
we went out..... bugis... all over bugis street, keep hearing girls talking about how guys were -.-

like gossip or wad la... juz say like a guy loves a girl den will treat her good blablabla de....

den saw 2 people quarreling also, over a man... one is the wife, the other is the mistress (i presume)... its all about guys.....

walked around shopping for cny clothes...

had dinner at V8.. it was good and all...

walked very long, but nothing caught her eyes... so end up bought juz a topshop top...

den was late le... reached yishun le, talked at mac awhile....

den notice no more last bus for me... -.-


so after seeing her safely home, gotta cab home...

den reached home le....


sick sick sick

14th Feb' 07 Wednesday Valentine's Day
hmm... went meet bobo tommy ceed desmond at pool fusion 2, for pool...

supposed to meet them earlier, but i went late....


so reached at 8pm.. played awhile.. it was expensive... total SGD$54.90 of pool game + finger food... pool there is forever expensive...

but no choice... bobo's valentine is there... so haf to go there le.. for his future... (ceed says.)


till late, left me bobo and tommy...

after the game, bobo left wif gwenn, den me and tommy went gay...


that was how i spent my remaining 30mins of Valentine's Day... walking wif tommy along bugis...

it was rather sweet okays.


hmm.. den called her... juz nice she's off from work le... thus, took cab over wif tommy coz i wanted to pass her things...

tommy alighted first, den i went to harbourfront to meet her le...


she's going zouk wif her friends... so i tot juz send her there...

den after she alight.. found out that zouk full ler.... and they were rejecting entries..


dots... i was on cab on my way home... den decided, call the driver to drive me back to zouk....

den i went acc her awhile, jiu can get into zouk le... but its entry via zouk velvet underground...


den i guess i haf to to go in le, otherwise i'll haf nothing to do... lol...

so ladies, free entry.. guys haf cover charges... i entered via velvet, the guy didnt check me again... its suppose to be for >21years old for velvet underground, i think..

so i bought tix and got past le... so went in and find her friends and all... den juz danced thru the nite...

drank a tequila shot.. mayb coz i sick, den dun feel the kick there.. but after awhile jiu haf abit le la...


nothing much to elaborate ba, so after zouk go home le lo.... reach her place 5am... talked abit to wait for first bus...

coz i didnt wana waste money take cab le... took public transport home le...


reached home at 7.30am... whew... i made in home in one piece le...

hmm by right i should be very happy these days... very very happy... but dunoe why, gradually, i'm not.... but nvm la... most impt is not i happy, is you...


all i've got to say, is these days really... really is like a dream... we've dinner, shopped, clubbed, drank, movie, talk, cab, and all... in like 5 days... its all that i ever wanted to be doing wif u ... i feel... really thankful to u... for these wonderful memories.... u've made all the impossible, turn possible for me... i nv regretted doing anything for you, neither do u haf to feel guilty for anything i've done... all i want you to feel is, i'm there... no matter wad happens, i'll still be here... i'm really loss for words, but full of thanks... my point each day if we went out, has been met.. 1st. to see u smile, 2nd. to see u happy, 3rd. to make sure u're safe, 4th. to make sure u're home safely at the end of each day. thats all that matters... others don't.. yes another person asked me if all these are worthedwhile?.. of course, it doesnt matter anymore if it was worthed doing... i'm happy doing everything.. no matter wad comes out of it... i noe i've at least done.. all i can... so the rest no longer matters, this is the first time i can say, results don't matter. looking at you, talking to you and even able to see you, in such a close distance.. is really...very amazing... u've got such a pretty face... that belongs solely to you, and everything about you is juz so wonderful... ignoring wad others haf to say about u, negative comments, thrash talk, and all.. it juz simple means people are jealous.. knowing more about ur past has been refreshing for me also.. upon hearing, i really feel like...... but i cant... u juz make me feel, u're not that independent afterall what!... so blur and forgetful... and u make me feel like wanting to take care of you wif every bit of me left, to make sure u're well and all... as much as i can... i nv regretted anything i've done, from going home late, to getting sick.. it all doesnt matter anymore, for seeing u is more than wad i can ask for... i juz feel i'm a very lucky person... to be able to listen to all you've got to say, to be able to be beside u when u nid someone, and to be there waiting for u... nothing else matters anymore... i really dun care le.... on top of all those, my last nite msgs to you are all wad i felt la... u cant blame me for misinterpretting wad, lol coz u left me such a chunk of stuff on msn... i juz read and thats wad that came into my mind le... i noe doing all this doesnt make any difference, i really noe it de... its all juz me, i juz feel like doing it... coz if i dont, i noe i'll regret it even more... i cant think of anymore things to write... juz wrote all i felt le.... i haven slept yet... not at all... i'm tired. but i juz keep going on... and on.. and on.... coz i dont wan to regret someday when i'm no longer able to do all this... i'll regret it even more... so yup... its all that keeps me going.... may u be happy and safe... forever, and ever... and ever....

-end
Loves, derrick out.

Monday, February 12, 2007.
5:01 PM |

Collin Raye - Love, Me
(Skip Ewing/Max T. Barnes)
I read a note my grandma wrote back in nineteen twenty-three.
Grandpa kept it in his coat, and he showed it once to me. He said,
"Boy, you might not understand, but a long, long time ago,
Grandma's daddy didn't like me none, but I loved your Grandma so."

We had this crazy plan to meet and run away together.
Get married in the first town we came to, and live forever.
But nailed to the tree where we were supposed to meet, instead
Of her, I found this letter, and this is what it said:

If you get there before I do, don't give up on me.
I'll meet you when my chores are through;
I don't know how long I'll be.
But I'm not gonna let you down, darling wait and see.
And between now and then, till I see you again,
I'll be loving you. Love, me.

I read those words just hours before my Grandma passed away,
In the doorway of a church where me and Grandpa stopped to pray.
I know I'd never seen him cry in all my fifteen years;
But as he said these words to her, his eyes filled up with tears.


If you get there before I do, don't give up on me.
I'll meet you when my chores are through;
I don't know how long I'll be.
But I'm not gonna let you down, darling wait and see.
And between now and then, till I see you again,
I'll be loving you. Love, me.
Between now and then, till I see you again,
I'll be loving you. Love, me.

thanks for the song... it has nevertheless touched me...

and let it be a promise... i'll be there when u nid me..

*sits silently...

Loves, derrick out.

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4:57 AM |

oh gosh... i'm like making many things worst from many angles... -.- don't even noe if i'm going the right way... or doing the right things... the more i say the more mistakes i make... sometimes i really think if i should even haf my mouth and my mind/brain, or even should there be an existence of me at all... coz if it weren't for me, all things wouldn't be happening...

i'm totally sure that i'm attempting the impossible, yet i wan to make the best of out it.. i never regretted everything i've done. yet knowing nothing will come out of it breaks me down.. people ask me if doing these is worthed the pain anot, i'll juz reply humbly, i dont mind. coz i noe being there and trying my best is all i can do... i do not expect any returns but i juz want u to noe my existence..

but i'm no superman.. i cant do so many things at the same time... i dont wan to be deemed a player, or uglier, a flirt... there's juz too many girls out there... too many... but why am i always end up putting her in front of everything. wadeva i do, wadeva i think of, i'll definitely put her infront, even comparing i'll sure find a reason in me for her to win.. to me its like everything is under her, everything, nothing can be compared. yet i still noe, she's juz like a dream... forever unreachable... even knowing the ugly facts might seem really ugly, but i still convince myself that she's an angel.. i'll nv let myself think otherwise...

i dont wan to hurt anyone else out there.. unless i can put down this stone of mine, i can never fall in love wif another girl, again...

i juz dowan people to love me too deeply, when i wun reciprocate.. it'll make me feel like a bastard and all.... damn wad am i talking...
Loves, derrick out.

Sunday, February 11, 2007.
7:27 AM |

actually met them at 11pm to go balcony @ heerens. budden full liao.. so cant enter.

den went cine again, watch midnite movie again.. watched "Happy Birthday" this time.

was a very sad + romantic story... they both teared after the show... guess i teared too, coz contact lens too dry at cinema. (jk..) but seriously is a very touching story.

3+am liao, so all decide go home le, so juz went home..

evan alight first at woodlands.

den we went to yishun le...

den haven first train, so we talked abit under her void deck..

den she went home at 5.30am, i walk to bus stop to take bus go mrt station..

den took mrt home liao...

tired, but it doesnt matter at all! haha... *sleeps.....

i'm sick... so sian... sore throat again... and i canot eat mint, mentos mint especially, coz guys shouldn't eat it, she says.


i've no idea why i told u about all those that night, it juz came to my mind, from my heart, i dun mean to be an obstacle in ur life, i don't mean to be anything causing ur misery or wad... if there's anything i should want, it should be that.... i juz want u to be happy... thats the most important thing...
Loves, derrick out.

Saturday, February 10, 2007.
11:50 AM |

firstly, i wana apologise to desmond for not attending his bbq... hmm... =/ yup, here goes why...

went far east for alittle shopping today, shall not elaborate, den bought some earrings.

went over to cine to find james after his work, he decided to go mos and ps me.

shopped alittle at cine, she bought 1 t-shirt from the first shop we saw when we step into cine... which wrote: "i'm your friend, not your f*ck." interesting..

den caught a midnite movie at cine, "Little Children". it was M18, no idea why we watched that too...

after movie, spent some time chatting outside..

den jiu go home liao.. reached her place at 8am... ate breakfast at mac.

den i took bus home liao, took like 2hrs to finally get home...

well.............................................. ya well.... many things on my mind right now.. over this post i'm posting... i'm wondering... i'm thinking, i'm thinking............. i edited so much.. lol... oh well..
Loves, derrick out.

Thursday, February 08, 2007.
5:57 AM |

hmm some days never blog le... lately my blog all like, a few days den blog all at once... lol... boh bians.. no much time to blog but still, muz update...

04th Feb' 07 Sunday
hmm, lets see what i was doing that day... i was watching soccer, the Chelsea VS Charlton that match... see the shevchenko miss so many chances... den we keep swearing at him.. lol...

my relatives and cousins came over my place to stay overnite at my place... like gathering liddat wan.. dunoe why i notice many pple like to stay at my place... very nice meh... -.-

den somemore i exam period ma, still buay zi dong wan stay over... (but oh well, didnt matter much...)

lol, so ya, the match was a dull Chelsea 1, Charlton 0.. was expecting alittle more from Chelsea.. but well... ya den go rest liao...

05th Feb' 07 Monday
JSPG exam.. cui.. the paper so hard, how i wish i paid more attention in class, or even attended more lessons... dots right... -.-

k after that wad did we do... i forgot liao... seems lame, my memory's failing me.. coz too many things to remember... lol

06th Feb' 07 Tuesday
nothing much i guess, stay at home whole day sleep... dunoe wad i did previous night lei, quite tired... still.. ya.. well...

ya i noe wad u wan to say, i'm a PIG right.. okies .. thanks for your comment...

07th Feb' 07 Wednesday
today itec paper, like free frag la... the paper, not that i wan to say.. so easy lo... -.- many pple agreed! lolx...

den this is james', bobo, they all de last paper ma.. but i still haf Mobile Programming tml.... at 2pm though... my last paper liao... hmm..

den i thinking aiya last paper liao, go relax abit first, den go home study or wad lo...

so we went Chinatown to get Ceed's pair of glasses as there were ready for collection.. walked like quite far from mrt station lo..

lok kok shop lai de... but the glasses still look not bad... (dun tink got any difference from his current specs, except diff colour -.- )

after that, wanted to go bugis find my speakers, coz i've been wanting to buy speakers... lol... den we took bus 851 from Chinatown, supposed to alight at bugis...

but end up go pass Jalan Besar Shopping Centre... (oso very lok kok wan), den James say alight, say wan go see pool cue container...

in case you don't already noe, he bought a 208sgd cue from Lucasi... heard its a good brand... but heck, i'm not an avid pool fan.. so well....

den we went to find the box from the same cue shop he bought, the shop still quite cool, got pool table inside wan... but he doesnt sell pool table, nor let pple play the pool table...oh well... den look around, james saw this 80sgd box... or okies la cue container... or wadeva.... its long rectangle shape for putting in cue de... (cue is a stick used to play pool), ya for the benefit for those in doubt of what exactly is a cue... -.- ya, so bought the stuff and left...

den we walked to simlim square... (so near arh?) ya, its quite near, like 10minutes walking distance nia... lol...

okies, den went in look around... look quite long, den james say wan go home record TV show... the channel 8 wan... got those Campus Superstars de... ya, den me bobo and ceed go walk around lo...

finally found the speaker i want... but no money at the moment... so ask mummy reach home liao online deposit me first -.- while waiting for her to get home, i acc bobo and ceed to eat at the FC below simlim... den they ate bar chor mee... should be quite nice ba... oh well...

okies.. after dinner, i went back to get the 114.24sgd speaker... inclusive of 5% gst okay, the bast@rd salesperson still emphasize to me, machiam i'm a foreigner liddat... go back my own country can go claim the 5% GST absorbtion at Airport meh... -.- kaoz... original is 109sgd de speaker, + the GST = 114.24, might haf other additional charges oso la, but i dun care.. coz its pink.

the bass is white, but the side speakers are pink, not exactly pink... i haf photo liao den upload... its creative wan... quite nice la... quality so so nia... -.-ya after buying jiu left liao...

someone suggested playing pool... so off we went to pool fusion II at bugis there...

den ceed dowan to play coz he wan go home liao i guess... so i went wif bobo first.. wait for james come lo.. play play play... play till like 11.30pm... total 37.6sgd of pool -.- crappy... so expensive...

something interesting... after paying, the counter girl said someone wanted bobo's number... lol not unexpected la, since bobo is such a sweety (LOL?), definitely got pple wana noe a sweety wan right?... lol, we roughly noe is which person liao though... den bobo got give lo... bobo can finally make use of the 1000 free smses to send to someone this month liao.. no more loneliness... hahas!...

so after that me and james went to bus stop wait bus to my place... den bobo took cab home...

we made another decision.. to continue playing pool at darren's place opposite my house... -.-.. so got to my place, and unpacked my speaker, plugged everything in and all... den took off contact lenses, and ate my dinner, (as supper), brought some study notes for MPRG, den left wif him to pool spot at parkway there...

play till 4am... darren wait for us till he fell asleep liao.. by right should close at 3am wan, coz his shop close at that time ma ... lol but he very good wan.. hahas... den james took cab home, i walk home liao... yawns tiring.. tml still got paper... haven really studied finish yet... lol cui... okies gotta sleep, studying in morning ... last minute... nites...
Loves, derrick out.

Saturday, February 03, 2007.
1:38 AM |

sian... lol i fell asleep in club today.. so sian man.. dunoe why these days i sleep so much liao ler, still cant manage to brace myself up to study, or do assignment, or at least even be alive/kicking... i seem like a zombie walking around school..

everyone who sees me, asks if i slept last nite.. i did sleep! i really did! but i juz dunoe why it seemed as if i didnt sleep everytime... lol.. -.- but oh well..

mayb coz the stress i'm feeling ba ... so long nv feel so stress liao.. even O levels was a breeze.. but now yet... -.-!

mayb coz lim chooi hoe (drink water good)... i dun like him... grrr... lame might seem like some small kid but.. seriously, ask 10 people from my class if they like this lecturer, and i tink 8 out of 10 will say no... the other 2 will be the pets of lim chooi hoe... duh. -.- i notice i'm using -.- so often today... rofl... i'm tired.. i wana sleep.. i wana.. rest... grr..

anyways, bought the big big red crumpler bag for my sister as birthday present, even though her birthday haven reach yet, (20th of feb), hint hint.. so those who know my sis, you should noe wad to do le ba... haha! jk.. its up to u all hor, dun haf to give oso, but is see if u haf the xin to give anot la... haha... yup...

and also, a few days nv see u, nv talk to u liao... wonder how are u? lol.. muz jia you for exams k... take care arh... u still owe me a meal! lol.

whahaha.. lol ... weird person i am. bad person am me. as evil as a smile can be... as angry as a giant monster, as silly as a moth, as scary as a giant, as fierce as a angry man! whahaha.. -.- lame. k i gotta sleep before i go crazy... cyas all!
Loves, derrick out.