today was talentime.. talentime was fun... waits for them to send me the footage taken during it... i was in charge of something! i was in charge of adjusting the follow-on spot lights at the back of the auditorium to make sure they shone on the stage pple correctly at the right time!.. even though i was under leon, but it was still fun nevertheless.. hahas. oh well... she came to watch the talentime.. but only watch till after bobo and qiuhui's performance. den jiu left liao.. haha! oh well.. after talentime finish, went over jurong east to find bobo, tommy and alex..

they were playing pool.. after pool was already 11.30pm... den we went mac eat dinner.. after dinner we were going home liao... wee..... 12.20am, tommy's watch showed.. last bus 197 was 12.05am... wait awhile, den convinced no more bus.. i saw 51 come, therefore i took it... thinking it wud go to eunos mrt station the bus stop there.. unexpectedly.. the bus didnt take me to eunos.. -.- okies here's how it goes..

upon boarding the bus, i ascended to the deck to sit. got a comfortable seat, air-con's just nice. then sitting sitting.. i fell asleep... the moment i woke up, the deck's light was already switched off.. i tot it was juz the bus uncle saving electricity... den i didnt bother.. tot it was fun sitting in a no-light upper deck of a double-decker bus also, therefore i still took out my digi cam and took a video of it.. coz first time experiencing.. after awhile, i found out things were wrong... i saw a road plate, dunoe going where. didnt look like the expressway, nor eunos, nor anywhere else i was familiar wif... den i juz rushed down to the driver's cockpit and asked the uncle where was i... he didnt tell me anything, juz asked me where i was going.. i said i was going to eunos!... den he juz ask me to get off the bus... saying that he going to the depot. wTF! he didnt even go to eunos and now he's already going to the DEPOT?... wdf la! i didnt haf chance to think properly, coz late liao den i abit blur..

so i juz blur blur listen him to scold me.. what "illegal riding of the bus" la all those rubbish juz came in.. if i were 100% awake i wud sure slap him upside down for slacking on his duty.. but i didnt.. i only thought of it after i alighted the bus... i alighted at a not so familiar place.. soon lee road i recall... but... where the fuck was that?! the driver juz sped off behind me.. didnt even tell me where was i, and how i could go home... -.-

i juz walked down the very very straight road... no cars, no cabs, no people, no other things.. except factories and more straight roads... den i juz walk... (reminds me of, i walk a lonely road, the only one that I have ever known...) den after numerous turns.. i finally walked out the a main road i presume... where i saw cars.. HOPE!... the rain was drizzling, pouring down my back... (and my innocent new bag).. eventually, everything seemed like an illusion to me... even the trees were dancing melodious to the rythm of mother nature.. swaying to and fro thru the wind... wad a melancholic sight... i juz felt like lying down on the road and take a snooze... but i CANT! i gotta get a cab and go home at the very moment.. seriousy, the loneliness kills. damn.. but i was sms-ing her at the moment la.. dunoe why she juz came to my mind straight.. oh well...

saw a mac delivery motorbike at the traffic junction.. stalled him for a moment and asked him.. "may i noe where is this place?" his reply, "oh this is TUAS".. OMG?... wdf am i doing here.. thats crap man.. den i juz asked him if there were cabs anywhere near here, and he replied me that if i waited long enough, there might juz be one coming... and he zoom away when the traffic light turned green... he muz haf thought i'm a ghost...

imagine in the middle of the night, 1am, den someone from dunoe where approaches u at a traffic junction and asked u where is the place... den in such a pathetic and hideous manner, u might haf thought i'm like a murderer or a robber or a stowaway or something... oh well... after not long, i saw a cab and flagged it.. den finally made my way home.. den stupid la found out not enough cash, paid for using masters, nid to pay service charge 10%.. zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz wad a stupid thing to happen to me... SUX.... and i lost a $10 folded into a heart... omg... it was given to me, 2 semesters ago.. and it was wif me from so long till now la... omg man... i dunoe why today so cui for me...

but a quote from her, "today is today, tommorow is tommorrow, dun keep thinking about today, tommorrow will be a better day".... hopefully la... but it all happened to me at after 12midnite... which means.. its tommorow already... urgh la... wdeva.. dun care liao i go sleep liao... good nite... zzzz

hmm... i didnt wana blog, till someone hor, say "dun mian qiang to blog" la, den grr, made me wana blog liao... okies last nite went to:

Venue: MOS
Event: Tertiary Fling 3
Intended Entrance Time: 2100-2300
Dress Code: "James" Style

alrites, before i start talking about MOS, first, i count total times i took CAB today... its scary, my first time taking so many times... zzzz man...

1350 1st: took cab from home to Eunos MRT station.
1500 2nd: took cab from Dover MRT station to NP, to take things from vivian.
1600 3rd: took cab from NP to SP, rushing to class to attend lesson.
2030 4th: took cab from Kallang MRT station to vicinity of James' house to eat.
2100 5th: took cab from the food center to James' house.
2200 6th: took cab from the bus stop near James' house to MOS.
2345 7th: took cab from MOS to my house to put bags. (me and leon)
0030 8th: took cab from my house back to MOS. (me and leon)
0330 9th: took cab from MOS back to my house to rest. (me and leon)

hahas... alrites total took 9 times, my first time okies.. in a single day... craps man.. but total less than 40 leii.. and its shared mostly, hahas.. so kinda, still better than travelling on bus ba, and its fast and worthed it. okies.. me and leon went to James' house to change into his clothes, his necklace, his cap, that makes us "James" Style tonite.. lol. alrite, back to MOS le... the queue was freakin long la... singaporeans har, mentality is liddat wan, very realistic, free things sure kiasu wan... juz imagine, first time man, MOS de queue was long until, i dunoe how to say. James commented that our position when we juz reached the queue was like 2.4km away from the entrance. Leon commented that even the underage party a couple of months ago wasnt as long..

after like a zomgwtfbbq waiting time, we saw some friends.. chalk went in early, as he was invited by some "dua tao", den got in from VIP queue very early.. den kelvin and his friends also went in liao, coz they queued early.. den we saw some of their friends in front of the queue, so we cut queue.. hahas... went to find their friends.. den manage to get in eventually... at 2330 i tink, very late.. went in, den found out, baggage FULL!.. damn, me and leon were carrying heavy loads on our backs, den we decided go my house put stuff first den go back MOS... lol den off we went..

we came back MOS liao, went in and had fun ler! hahas... alot of people inside, but i tink the main arena still big enough to let so many pple in.. dancing around crazily, but quite cramp. our group had 2 girls, gladys and linda, kelvin's friend... which one of them might haf taken a interest for one of us guys there.. hor hor... dowan say nia... haha... nvms.. den at around 0200, saw vivian and her friend, emily there... o.O they were all along in the VIP room la, but they still came down and dance haha... so i danced wif them abit... at first we couldnt squeeze into the main arena, but they brought us and squeezed us in.. lol.. den dance dance dance... the music was getting everything high... lol.. den around 0300 liddat, me and leon wanted to leave liao... wanted go home rest and go lesson the next day ma... den we left le.. lol.. took cab to my place... and rest..

anyways we overslept! and .. didnt go school eventually.. ordered mac delivery for lunch at my place, den play a few rounds of DOTA, den it was night time, went eat porridge opposite my house at parkway the market there. wif my sister.... hahas den after that leon went home liao.. hahas... okies, i blog finish le =x

last nite, met nat at bugis at 9am... before that went seiyu find jerlin, who's working there... after that, went MOS wif nat, chalk, leon, jin and chalk's friend, shawn... i'm finally enterring at a legal AGE.. whahaha!!.. anyways, a word of caution. LOUD music, and SMOKY view, is all thats inside... had a few kamgong incidents... but fun at the end.. the music at main dance floor from 5.30am to 6am was getting everyone high maaaan! whahaha.. left at 6am to eat breakfast at mac, den left at 7.20am, took bus and reached home at 8am... whew. shag man. ears BUZZING wif the uber loud music. it takes 3 days to go away.. oh well..

P.S. to the girl who glared at me wif uber BIG eyes.. sry la.. for "accidentaly" touching u... behind was pushing right!... not my fault. u danced the PCD - Beep till so ...... i was juz behind u ma, cant blame me right... grrr... and u look juz like a JAP DOLL la.. eyes so big, hair so curly, and the place so dark, ur figure so good... and wadeva wadeva wadeva... zzzz and paisehh la, i suay can... second time go back R&B dance floor saw u again, den tio glared again by u la...

for no reason, i feel like i haf a herniated nucleus pulposus impinging on my left optical nerve! which actually refers to: my left eyeball hurts for a few days already... dunoe wad happened also =(

today is my birthday... finally i'm 18 years old... it took really long enough... nevertheless... i'm still feeling the same... mayb juz alittle happy, coz at least some people bothered to sms/msn me happy birthday...

perhaps i'll put them in order ba:
01.) 08-11-06 11.58am --> shujing
02.) 09-11-06 12.00am --> slyvester
03.) 09-11-06 12.00am --> cara
04.) 09-11-06 12.00am --> yonghe
05.) 09-11-06 12.00am --> nathaniel
06.) 09-11-06 12.02am --> ceed
07.) 09-11-06 12.03am --> liheng
08.) 09-11-06 12.09am --> zilin
09.) 09-11-06 12.11am --> xinhui
10.) 09-11-06 12.13am --> shermian
11.) 09-11-06 12.15am --> jerlin
12.) 09-11-06 12.28am --> adelaine
13.) 09-11-06 12.30am --> my dear sister
14.) 09-11-06 01.00am --> zhijun
15.) 09-11-06 01.00am --> geokleong
16.) 09-11-06 03.11am --> siyu
17.) 09-11-06 04.46am --> leon
18.) 09-11-06 05.35am --> cx
19.) 09-11-06 07.31am --> qianwen
20.) 09-11-06 08.38am --> mayi
21.) 09-11-06 08.56am --> tommy
22.) 09-11-06 09.21am --> bobo
23.) 09-11-06 10.28am --> kieyin
24.) 09-11-06 11.30am --> mark
25.) 09-11-06 11.50am --> daniel
26.) 09-11-06 11.59am --> chongjun
27.) 09-11-06 12.04pm --> jasmine
28.) 09-11-06 01.56pm --> qiuhui
29.) 09-11-06 02.10pm --> jiaxian
30.) 09-11-06 04.31pm --> edward
31.) 09-11-06 05.25pm --> jeremy
32.) 09-11-06 05.28pm --> jason
33.) 09-11-06 05.52pm --> christie
34.) 09-11-06 06.02pm --> yuexing
35.) 09-11-06 06.30pm --> louie
36.) 09-11-06 09.15pm --> zencheang
37.) 09-11-06 09.15pm --> alvin
38.) 09-11-06 10.22pm --> misty
39.) 09-11-06 11.59pm --> felix
40.) 10-11-06 12.09am --> eveline
41.) 10-11-06 12.48am --> sq
42.) 10-11-06 12.49am --> jayne
43.) 10-11-06 10.50am --> weeguang
44.) 11-11-06 10.47am --> chengwai
45.) 12-11-06 08.44am --> evangeline

*more to be updated.

abit sad.. only so little.. all those who know its my birthday yet never wish me, you know who u are la.. anyways to those who wished me, you xin le la... thnx all le... -edit- (okies its getting more and more people.)

and my daddy brought me shopping today.. bought formal suits today.. got a blazer from Zara, leather shoes, long sleeve shirt and belts all those la... formal formal.. now i can wear semi-formal go out liao.. (blazer + jeans or something liddat).. thnx dad..

hmm, and my only birthday wish this year, is for you to be safe from all danger, stay happy, and be well.. thats all... i'm not asking alot right.. isnt it?... okies.. gone.

these days i juz feel like being alone.. thinking of what things i might haf do wrong.. why are things so wrong.. why is it this way.. why it became like this.. why... i juz wana ask myself.. haf i done not enough?... or did i do something wrong.. i really.. nothing can really make it better now.. i'm juz a loner.. really.

today's my brother, ceed-san's birthday!



i dunoe why i suddenly decided to blog a piece for your birthday... hahas... mayb u grow older and be more sensible! i left u a testimonial on friendster in case you didnt notice... alrite..

hmmm... tml is SB talentime finals liao... woo... cant wait... feeling sleepy though... tml also haf gems test... Enterprise Resource Planning... crappy... siao liao la.... =/ however, i've got motivation to go school! yeah... alrite.. cya all in school =x