some pictures taken on event MASQUERADE @ THE PALLADIUM, the pre-christmas party held at my house on DEC 24.




swimming wif my cousin before the tingy started.








































yonghe gave present to the girl on the left, kat. while mark gave the present to the girl on the right, samantha.





by right shuping should be inside this photo, err i mean, she is inside this photo, but somehow, behind chalk and nat.. lolx.. chalk is sitting on her leg. can see? so bad right, totally block off her from the camera.. lol. =/





mark brought a 8yr old hennessy, the bottle exterior already had mould liao.. lol proof of age.

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hmm, merry christmas all, even though its only 1 minute away from the end of christmas... MASQUERADE@THEPALLADIUM was not bad, but guess i'll update wif it after i get the pohtos ready.. took quite alot of photos man.. so yup...

i called nat to pei me go buy some christmas gift, so went out wif nat today, met him 4.45pm at city hall... today like siao liddat, nat is the most innocent one, pei me run here and there... we took mrt from city hall to orchard. walked to heerens, den immediately chiong down to basement to the crumpler shop, but it was closed! damn. den we faster walk to paragon to check out the crumpler shop, coz nat says that one is the first crumpler in SG, if its oso closed, it juz implies that everywhere else de crumpler in SG oso closed liao.. den to my HORROR, paragon's crumpler oso closed liao... den i suddenly thought, some 77th street sells crumpler oso, den immediately we ran over to Far East to check out the 77th street. alas! we found it, i manage to see the correct design and bought it down..

den after buying it down. i figured putting into the 77th street plastic bag abit fugly, den i decided to get a box to put it in, coz i'm intending to put the jacket i bought for her, inside the bag den inside another box, den wrap it up or put a big big ribbon on the outside. okies, den the search for a BIG box is up nxt, me and nat ran from basement shops, enquiring about whether they sell boxes anot.. den to 2nd floor, the flower shop, but it was closed unfortunately, den to the 4th floor, they sell only small boxes =/ den up to 5th floor, all closed.. panting liao.. lol.. den still canot find... i called ceed and ask him where got sell gift box, or is there any giftland or precious thots anywhere near town area, coz i really cant recall.. den dunoe is siyu or shermian or nat told me that takashimaya there got gift wrap service, so should be haf box de..

den off we went to taka liao.. yet to our HORROR, the gift wrapping services is only limited to wrapping stuff bought at taka, and they only provide box if it were clothing that was bought.. omg. so screwed.. we're like sweating like mad liao.. lol-ed.. went to find kristy who was woking at the estee lauder booth there, and wished her happy birthday, so qiao hor her birthday same as christmas.. lolx. yup, after that we walk so many rounds still canot find places to buy box, den finally we asked some personnel working there if there's any place to buy gift boxes anot.. den we were directed correctly to the gift section! ta da, i found a GOLD box to put the bag ler. so i put the jacket into the bag den the bag into the box den cover it up. den proceeeded to tie a very cute ribbon, (not i tie wan, the gift shop lady tied it).

anyways, so qiao also.. i was like standin there, den i saw this girl like looking around for things, den she looked at me, i looked at her, den like for 2 seconds liddat.. den i started to find her familiar, i dunoe somehow i remembered her name, its pei er.. lol.. from my last time secondary school de band cca de.. i dunoe how i noe her, but she seem very familiar, seems to me that last time i tink la, i tink only, me and a friend actually noticed her before in school ba.. den happen that she forgot my name.. den still nvm, after i told her my name, she told me something funny.. she say that last time she once browsed my handphone before.. i was like huh? i don't even noe u how come u will got chance to see my handphone wan.. den like so weird lo.. lol.. den she told me last time when i was playing basketball, she juz took my hp and browse thru it.. dots.. i cant even recall when was once i played bball and she was around lo.. lol.. so funny... but nvm, at least she didnt steal my hp, proofs that she's a honest girl oso.. haha... okies den we exchanged numbers den left liao.. lol, den nat commented about her good figure.. den we left.

yup, den went to vivo on CAB coz nat was tired, den actually i oso thinking of reaching her workplace before 7.45pm de.. coz her break is only to 7.45pm... but end up oso cant reach on time... we reached at 7.45pm... by the time i reached the shop, she already break finish liao... =/ looking for the shop itself is tedious.. vivo is like, so freakin big.. and its my first time there... so i tink we entered from the wrong entrance thus walked a big round... =/ boh bians... at least i tried... okies den pass the present to her, chat wif her abit.. den went to haf dinner wif nat at Carls JR., i had the carls catch fish burger combo, and nat had the double bacon burger combo.. i went to help nat buy coz he went to sit and look after the seat. the cashier juz asked me if i wanted to try the triple bacon (nat's meal), den i ju zsaid alrite lor, den he asked about if i wanted double fish also, den i juz say yes lor, since we were hungri.. when the food came.. OMG... its like.. UBER big la the burger, nat's burger had 3 bacon slices, while mine had 4 fish pieces... (default is 2), omg how to finish.. lol i ate like 45mins den finally finish liao.. super duper full somemore... lol den we went to walk walk awhile to digest... after awhile, head back to mother garden, bid goodbye to her, den we left to go home liao... sry nat, had to make u chase the bus 61 like mad... i noe today we ran around alot.. i noe... u're tired.. same as me.. lol, okies den go home liao.. tiring. only slept for like 4hrs after the christmas eve event at my place though.

*A smile from you makes me go a thousand miles. so i wun even mind going all out. what's most impt is u being happy. that makes my day.

a couple of days nv blog le, but had fun. mayb do a short summary of the past few days.

21st December 2006
went MOS wif qiuhui, shermian, fish, xuejia, tc and sq.. after putting their bags at my place, we head over to MOS le. at first thought would be quite boring, coz they're all virgin clubbers.. (mayb except for shermian and xuejia who only went once.) den sure wun dance and juz stand at a corner there do nothing, (like underage parties), but to my surprise, they didnt. lolx. it was the I'm Gorgeous event at MOS. music was alittle sucky, lots of retro, almost everywhere oso retro. retro at 54 is still same old retro, but the retro at main arena is meaning retro-rnB songs.. still too some time to pick up the "high-ness" to start the dancing. had a little drink, bacardi breezer 1 for 1 that night, therefore bought 2 sets. its 4 bottles in total. i'm lousy at drinking.. so yup.. the dance was not bad, thanks to the girls, especially qiu (u're really not fat what! seriously, lol-ed..), even though u all first time go, but at least u all still danced, which is COURAGE liao..LOL. well, i believe the kind of feeling in club, can never be felt elsewhere.. hmm after awhile, TC felt back-pain liao.. i tink coz outside was raining, den he had rheumatism or wad, old liao la ... -.- den he went out to rest outside MOS, sitting at the carpark there... guess what? there was a fleet of lamborghini there! i tink total got 12, they counted. black, orange, yellow, all were stock colours for lamborghini. don't see green though. lolx. some pics taken at MOS there:






















slacking on the couch, even though we didnt haf a table. lol.

after the MOS outing, we cab-ed to my place, and sleep liao lo.

23rd December 2006
MIT 3 on 3 basketball matches postponed till today, it was last minute announced, so quite a number of groups didnt attend the basketball match.. so they were disqualified. well, out of 9 groups, 4 groups disqualified... -.- so i felt like the competition is abit pointless lor... zzz... and unexpectedly, there was an injury. due to my noob-ness in first-aiding, i cant help much, can only watch...

apparently, jiaming fractured his Talus bone.

"The talus is a critical bone of the ankle joint. It connects the leg and the foot. The talus is involved in multiple planes of movement. It joins (articulates) the ankle joint and is responsible for the upward and downward movement (dorsiflexion and plantarflexion) of the ankle. In addition, it joins the heel bone (the calcaneus) where it is responsible for the majority of the inward and outward movement (inversion and eversion) of the foot. Injuries of the talus may therefore effect both the ankle and subtalar joint and affect multiple planes of movement of the foot and ankle. These injuries range from relatively minor chips or fragments that are broken off the edges of the talus to very serious fractures that can be quite devastating." - Adapted From the Medical Files of "Caring For Your Ankle" by Derrick.

The time between the injury time and "medical attention seeked" time will proof to be very crucial, each minute or even second makes a difference... A Talus dislocation requires urgent treatment to avoid permanent damage to nerves and blood vessels, which can be pinched between bones. but when the accident happened out of the blue on that day, from the time when he fractured his leg, to the time he reached the hospital, it might haf well took a devasting 1HR long... i guess the wait would haf caused him his basketball career.

"The goal of treating fractures of the talus is to maximize the movement of the ankle and subtalar joints, restore the anatomic dimensions of the bone and prevent arthritis of either of the above joints. This is not easy because of the magnitude of the fracture that commonly occurs in the most serious injuries. Arthritis may develop, or even worse, there may be a loss of blood supply to the bone. This loss of blood supply is one of the more devastating problems associated with fractures of the talus. In order for the bone to survive and heal after a fracture, it needs blood circulation. One of the problems commonly associated with certain severe fractures of the talus is that the blood circulation to this bone is damaged, leading to partial death of the bone (called avascular necrosis). Not all fractures of the talus lead to the development avascular necrosis. However, if this does occur it is commonly associated with the development of arthritis of both the ankle and/or the subtalar joint, as well as the collapse of the bone." - Adapted From the Medical Glossary of "Treating Fractures Seriously" by Derrick.



these are X-ray pictures of the deterioration of Talus Bone.


The location of the Talus Bone.


fracture of the talus with very little displacement.

thats all about the Talus dislocate person.. anyways hope he can recover in due time... after correcting the dislocation, the doctor will put a fiberglass cast, splint, or air cast on the ankle so that it will heal in its proper place. if surgery takes place, it'll be required to place in cast for up to 6 weeks.

24th December 2006
which is now, somehow the celebration haven start yet thats why i haf time to blog here... there's gonna be a Christmas Event at my place! look forward to it... but who's coming?.. im wondering.. alrites, cya. haf a merry merry christmas!!!!

i dun go clubbin' becoz of girls,
i dun go clubbin' becoz of drinks,
i dun go clubbin' becoz of the music,
i dun go clubbin' becoz i'm too rich,

i go clubbin' for a different cause from others, for i'm clubbin' coz i wana foget about certain things for the few hours.. but everyday i wake up after clubbin' i find myself back to square one... the things i wana forget about never seem to be forgotten at all.. u might say clubbin' is temporary addiction for me to get rid of troubles, juz like some people drink and smoke.. the high feeling makes them forget about troubles, but to me perhaps clubbin' is my way. i dance alone, which makes me seem anti-social on the dance floor at times, but thats my way, sometimes mayb when clubbin' doesnt help, i should think of something better to do... which i cant think of any at the moment.. i cant smoke, cant drink and i won't hook up on strangers.. eventually at the end of the day after every session, i feel myself feelin' so empty.. not coz i didnt enjoy myself, but coz once the high feeling is over, the depression comes again. i'm not an emo person but i'm someone whom u can call, full of feelings.. i might not show it on the exterior, but inside me, there's a sense of wad i call, inferiority.. roughly that should do it..

and yup, i went MOS yet again today.. wif leon and jiaxian.. supposedly i dun haf to mention her, coz with or without her, it really makes no difference.. jio me go and end up there liao den dunoe go where... i guess imma nv go clubbin' when a girl invites to acc, coz eventually at the end of the day, she'll end up missin' wan. damn. wad am i talking about. anyways, i guess i'll nv go wif her again.. end of my shit. today's shitty, for first time i drank down a glass of vodka-ribena in like 10seconds, mayb my fastest record, coz i'm not an avid fan of drinking.. so its considered an achievement for me already... but vodka kick comes slow, so as expected i felt headache after like 30mins later or so.. cant remember... i juz remember lying down at the bus stop there de platform there... while leon was lying on his hands on his legs while sitting down... i juz lied flat on my back beside him... lol.. funny.

anyways about something happy for me, i finally got my own address in the US and Japan.

that means i can buy anything from the US/Japan that doesnt include shipping to Singapore and haf them post to there. from then i'll see when i'm free to take from there... mayb when i'm free i might juz head over there and stay a few days. take a break of the pacing lifestyle in Singapore... yup, that concludes my post for today.

put the broken heart in the icebox to stop its bleeding.

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dun worrie, there's no pornography, no blood & gore, no restricted contents, just pure visual entertainment.. more on funny stuff, hahas... yup so enjoy!

She once said Love comes with Fate,
And our Fate was a little late.
She has got her loving mate,
"But our Fate has not ended", thats what she said.
If you dont mind, will you wait?
Overjoyed, I agreed to wait,
Forgotten to ask, till which date???
Flooded with hopes, I sat at her gates,
Months and years there I patiently sat
The gates remain closed.. i felt so sad
So sad, i could hardly rate..
Hence my Love became Hate,
Let Love be gone and off they fade.
As I live alone in this hell state,
You offered to be an angel soul mate,
So I told u what I'd learnt to say :
Will you wait?
Yes?? ok, lets leave it to Fate.

Fate makes fun of people.... The harder u try to climb, the harder and higher u fall from.. Sometimes it isn't painful immediately, but it'll eventually still feel pain from within..

*wonders why u dowan to let me activate guardian angel when i'm beside u for u to take the damage, and u wan to solo all the way and eventually find urself dying before the tower is down. but do u ever noticed that if u fall before the tower is down, i'm still gonna pick up the pieces and finish off the tower by myself. why not let me be ur guardian angel for the few moments and we kill of the tower together hand in hand?.. Hard? everything is not so hard! it juz depends on whether u allow others to help u anot!




it juz made me feel, u were so out of reach again...

HOME ALONE! i'm home alone for 5 DAYS!... wednesday thursday friday saturday and SUNDAY!... my family went out on holiday! sobs. no one to cook for me, no one to wash clothes for me, no one to care for me, no one to talk to me, no one to clean up my house! FOR like 5 days!... but who cares! i do ALL of that myself normally anyways. hmph...

anyways, today was ghetto fabulous @ attica.. complimentry entry thanks to vivian.. its an invite-only event at attica, ladies free all nite under ambassador's guestlist, and guys compulsory muz haf tix from ambassadors/vips.. yup.. so i met jiaxian and his friends over at attica entrance at around 11.30pm.. sry i was late, i told them to meet me 10.45pm but, the freakin bus 195 from commonwealth was so long..

met vivian and took the tix from her, it was ladies free entry and drinks all nite. kaoz why so unfair.. guys still nid tix and nid to pay to get drinks... but who cares, i've got vivian and i don't drink. whahaha! it was like, BORING LA CAN... jiaxian's friends gulped down 2 jugs of vodka+redbull... i drank a tiny sip, den i passed it away, den the rest finished it... moved on to dance floor.. attica dance floor so tiny la can, but i found out that, there was actually a great place juz from the backdoor of attica, into the backyard, where there were chairs and a bar, the ambience is not bad... its quieter than inside attica itself, and comfortable wif the cute candles on the coffee tables. nxt time can go there if bored of dancing and drinking ler.. =x

around 1am+, quite boring.. so we headed over the MOS, wif a little help from vivian, i managed to sort of sign in jiaxian and his 3 friends in to MOS for free... woohoo, best thing, the bouncer didnt check my ID.. but checked all 4 of the others... =D lolx. they wear until so handsome, collar-ed long sleeve shirt still kana checked.. i juz simply wored my cotton Top-Man round neck tee, cant stand wearing those things. haha... alrites, main arena was SALSA.. which is all those like tango pattern de dances, eee obviously not for us.. den 2nd floor was as usual, RETRO... not my type also... so we juz hang around smoove, which is the RnB area... no techno,trance,house today though... den dance abit... 1st paiseh thing happened. wun elaborate much though. say liao i even paiseh. k, after dance awhile, we left to go back attica liao.. coz too bored oso...

at attica, it was 2am+, rather late liao, all the angmohs come liao... whole club literally filled wif angmohs... so sadded, thurs isnt a good day to club... (but it would be different if there were events for teenagers la) den dance dance awhile at the miny dance floor... den 2nd paiseh thing happened... wun elaborate much also, say liao i will be even more paiseh. k, after dance awhile, we left liao lor.. den jiaxian's friend say wan go eat mac.. so we went eat... eat finish liao, headed back to MOS last time.. to see if will heng heng see vivian on dance floor or wad anot...

den nv see lor, dance awhile, saw a sec school friend... forgot her name, (so PAISEH), but i didnt go and ask her la, i juz waved to her, den she called my name... omfg i forgot her's but she remembered mine... -.- k nvm.. haha, den we left the dance floor liao, since getting late... it was 3am liao... jiaxian's friend got 1 left earlier, the other 2 were like drunk drunk liao... they dunoe vodka de kick comes late de meh -.- one was going to drive somemore... dots man... jiaxian went to help them out of the club, while i gave a call to vivian, found out she at the bar near main arena de baggage area... so i head over and said bye den left liao... she drank super lots of alcohol la can... all in those nice glasses de alcohol, like tequila sunrise, magarita all those de... or even devil's sunrise (o.O damn familiar right!?) but she seemed very sober... siao wan la... lol, tml she still haf coach training for her cheerleading tingy, haha...

den i went out of MOS liao... jiaxian was already on his friend's car going home.. hope nothing happens ba... hope his friend sober enough to drive properly... lol-ed.. i took cab home... and reached at 4am.. home sweet home... end of another day... no PEOPLE AT HOME! oh well.. wad can i expect?... hmm well... den msn-ed her awhile... she doing proj again.. so busy de lor... haf like tons and tons of projs to do.. dunoe when den they can heave a sigh of relieve and hao hao relax... weekdays proj, weekends work... -.- who's so strong to keep up wif this lifestyle... only her i guess... oh well... better take care of ur health oso, canot everyday so late sleep de ma.... right... try sleep early, den wun haf dark rings on ur eyes liao! okies... i'm heading to bed too.. omg 6.37am... tml school at 10am!... damn.. nites..

-with greater power, comes greater responsibility, often wif sacrifices to make as well... so don't always expect high power = godly and invulnerable. hahas...

Today is the SMIT basketball 3 on 3 competition. i had 2 matches today, actually should be 4 matches, but they were postponed due to unkind mother nature making fun of us... which simply puts it, it rained. yup, so we only had 2 matches each.. my team consist of me, ceed, alex and yonghe.. sadly, we lost 2 matches we played today... first match, lost at 6-4, 2nd match, lost 21-11... i could haf been more accurate in shooting, had i not been so anxious and over-excited... its been a long time since i last took part in a similar competition based basketball match.. mayb thats why.. bahh...

there was the only one team, however, that took part, wif a female player, which is jiaxian's team. their team was called PBK, consisted of jiaxian, ang bao, another guy, and last but not least, misty.. HAHA! but she was pro la can. first time see her play basketball. during warmup before the competition commenced, xh and evan came over wif her.. haha, guess they oso shoot a few balls jiu left liao.. oh well.. team PBK was not bad, first round lost to team TC, second round beat the opponent.. (exact score i cant really recall), yup so their record is win 1 lose 1, so its like, 1 game better than us.. oh well... can't deny, i was LOUSY. damn... okies after competition, went eat kfc at FC5 wif jiaxian, leon, ang pao.. misty PS us for awhile, den come back... she had another bunch of friends at the other side of FC5 eating, so boh bians.. oh well..

after eating, jiaxian suggested watching movie, den i was anything lor.. so we made our way to jurong point and bought tix for 8.45pm show, Eragon, it was just 7+.. quite early... den suggested misty to go home and bathe first... it was raining alittle.. drizzle.. jiaxian and ang pao slack at JP awhile, while i walked misty home.. there was slight drizzle though.. i'm a weak boy under water! but i was still like a man okay! after a not so long walk, finally walk to misty's house from JP liao... den now its like abit lame la... i didnt noe wad i was thinking.. i actually walked back to JP and wanted to find jiaxian they all.. den i called him, den he tell me, the reason for me to walk misty home is to wait till she bathe finish den pei her back to JP again ma... (we all noe about the blangahs at boon lay mrt)

so yup, after a torturing (oops.) walk to JP under the starting-to-get-bigger drizzle, i was drenched 80%... den after calling jiaxian, i thought it was only right for me to go back to misty's house and wait for her to bathe finish... so i walked myself back to her house there, the rain was like, getting even bigger, u can feel the raindrops humping heavily onto ur back and head and my crumpler BAG! i faster took out a shirt from my bag and cover my bag. (damn i gotta send it for dry cleaning real soon), yup den, ya i made my way back there... waited for her like 30mins.. i fell asleep for a moment... den woke up and she appeared.. okies den seeing that i'm like drenched 150%, misty offered me some tissues... (like no much use though.. -.-)

den we took bus to JP liao, coz of the torrential rain... den met up wif jiaxian and ang pao.. jiaxian's bro, jeff and his other friend appeared oso.. so we went watch the movie together liao... the cinema was cold la, mayb coz i was wet... (saying i'm not cold is fake!) anyways, watch finish around 10+, abit shag liao... den me and jiaxian had the honour to walk misty home together again.. haha! funny... okies den we took mrt home liao... zzz tiring lor... mayb the rain made me tired... or mayb is other things. or mayb its juz me.. gahh...

i reach paya lebar liao, den went to the bus stop there to wait for bus, it was like 12am liao.. den dunoe if still got my last bus anot.. i rememeber haf bus service 43 till like 12.15am de, den wondering why haven come yet.. den some passerby came over and ask me if there were any more bus to parkway.. i didnt dare to confirm, so i juz said "we can wait and see"... okies, den we waited for awhile... den ta-da, the bus didnt let me down, it eventually came. den had a chat wif her for awhile on bus... den alighted and its finally home sweet home for me!..... gosh... took a BATH and finally can rest liao.. blogging this post and heading to bed soon!... and omg my MMWD assignment... i've got alot to account to ceed regarding this issue.. bahh..

End of my very long post again.. juz typing wad came to my mind, since this is wad a blog is for. "an account of daily happenings". =)

wee.. finally woke up... alrite, friday night to saturday evening was the Freshman Orientation Workshop chair-ed by Leon, it was a successsful event, but juz alot of OTOT (Own Time Own Target), in a sense it was good, coz everyone can do wad they want. (i mean us only), but the freshies might be alittle bored at times.. haha... anyways, juz some random photos i decided to put on my blog.


this is me and siyu, took on the stairs nxt to the outdoor cooking place.


this are the seniors girls wearing pajamas =x


the pajamas look so cute right!... haha!


guess who is this, wearing pajamas walking all over the school! LOL.

After a while, in the bunk, this was spotted:


we're sleeping liao..


lol, who's in the middle sleeping until like this!


took a closer peek, and its SQ!, sleeping like a STAR. LO.. funny.

i didnt sleep at all for the night, juz played worms thru the night, and walking here and there wif them to eat, drink water, etc etc... den nxt day was whole day of sports. fun but tiring... break camp at 5pm+, i cab home... took a bath and prepared myself for milkshake later on at MOS...


this is the MOS ler, this was taken when i was at re-entry.. there was a long queue at re-entry (meaning after entry, we were given a chop on ur hands, den we can leave the place, afterwards if we wanted to enter MOS again, we wun nid to pay again, juz show the chop can liao... this is called re-entry). Yup, was too bored so i took this photo.. haha


so took this near the entry there... u really should watch out for excessive sound levels in there, not for the faint hearted.

partied till like 2am+, getting all so tired... me and leon decided to go out awhile.. den we went mac find his gf awhile.. ate alittle, den cf asked leon if he wanted go pool anot, den i told leon, its either u go wif cf, or u throw me alone. coz james threw us in there dunoe disappearing to where wif linda, den kelvin was wif his friends.. chalk went back to zoukout coz his friends there also... so its only me and leon ma... if leon oso left right, den i'll be alone liao.. -.- so end up leon didnt throw me alone lor... but this oso made cf alittle angri la... my apologies... hahas... den we went back to MOS after slacking at mac awhile lor.. met vivian at the main arena near the boys toilet there.. too many pple liao, wan find oso canot find.. den we moved to a spot at the higher platform there to dance... danced wif vivian awhile, den she had to go back to her vip room liao... actually juz nice i saw weiwei at otuside mos... she was wif her friends, den end up i asked if she wanted to join me and leon, coz her friends leaving soon.. so spent sometime at the main arena, watching pple do break dancing and stuff like that... around 5am, den we left liao... leon meeting cf coz got car to drive him home... den i oso went home liao... long time nv saw weiwei le, so spent some time chatting wif her awhile to catch up.. she stayed near my place, so it would be alrite...

i didnt noe certain things still exists de.... u said u regretted it, but to me, wad u did is already enough.... but the one sms from you struck me, coz i didnt noe that i was the first guy to.... alrite, this is so ...

these days haf been very messy for me... things juz keep coming, and i haf to think of ideas to settle 'em, but its not easy at all.. not easy... i cant forget certain things... wad i've been wanting... wad i've been waiting, and wad i've been doing... i juz find certain things hard to let go....... especially this other person.

hmm... juz feel like taking a break off things... my head and heart is aching.. went shopping wif leon and nat today... i bought something at the cathay.. a brand new Adidas T Mac 6!





thanks for accompanying me to shop.. ain't that sweet... alrites, off to sleep.. nites..