today was talentime.. talentime was fun... waits for them to send me the footage taken during it... i was in charge of something! i was in charge of adjusting the follow-on spot lights at the back of the auditorium to make sure they shone on the stage pple correctly at the right time!.. even though i was under leon, but it was still fun nevertheless.. hahas. oh well... she came to watch the talentime.. but only watch till after bobo and qiuhui's performance. den jiu left liao.. haha! oh well.. after talentime finish, went over jurong east to find bobo, tommy and alex..

they were playing pool.. after pool was already 11.30pm... den we went mac eat dinner.. after dinner we were going home liao... wee..... 12.20am, tommy's watch showed.. last bus 197 was 12.05am... wait awhile, den convinced no more bus.. i saw 51 come, therefore i took it... thinking it wud go to eunos mrt station the bus stop there.. unexpectedly.. the bus didnt take me to eunos.. -.- okies here's how it goes..

upon boarding the bus, i ascended to the deck to sit. got a comfortable seat, air-con's just nice. then sitting sitting.. i fell asleep... the moment i woke up, the deck's light was already switched off.. i tot it was juz the bus uncle saving electricity... den i didnt bother.. tot it was fun sitting in a no-light upper deck of a double-decker bus also, therefore i still took out my digi cam and took a video of it.. coz first time experiencing.. after awhile, i found out things were wrong... i saw a road plate, dunoe going where. didnt look like the expressway, nor eunos, nor anywhere else i was familiar wif... den i juz rushed down to the driver's cockpit and asked the uncle where was i... he didnt tell me anything, juz asked me where i was going.. i said i was going to eunos!... den he juz ask me to get off the bus... saying that he going to the depot. wTF! he didnt even go to eunos and now he's already going to the DEPOT?... wdf la! i didnt haf chance to think properly, coz late liao den i abit blur..

so i juz blur blur listen him to scold me.. what "illegal riding of the bus" la all those rubbish juz came in.. if i were 100% awake i wud sure slap him upside down for slacking on his duty.. but i didnt.. i only thought of it after i alighted the bus... i alighted at a not so familiar place.. soon lee road i recall... but... where the fuck was that?! the driver juz sped off behind me.. didnt even tell me where was i, and how i could go home... -.-

i juz walked down the very very straight road... no cars, no cabs, no people, no other things.. except factories and more straight roads... den i juz walk... (reminds me of, i walk a lonely road, the only one that I have ever known...) den after numerous turns.. i finally walked out the a main road i presume... where i saw cars.. HOPE!... the rain was drizzling, pouring down my back... (and my innocent new bag).. eventually, everything seemed like an illusion to me... even the trees were dancing melodious to the rythm of mother nature.. swaying to and fro thru the wind... wad a melancholic sight... i juz felt like lying down on the road and take a snooze... but i CANT! i gotta get a cab and go home at the very moment.. seriousy, the loneliness kills. damn.. but i was sms-ing her at the moment la.. dunoe why she juz came to my mind straight.. oh well...

saw a mac delivery motorbike at the traffic junction.. stalled him for a moment and asked him.. "may i noe where is this place?" his reply, "oh this is TUAS".. OMG?... wdf am i doing here.. thats crap man.. den i juz asked him if there were cabs anywhere near here, and he replied me that if i waited long enough, there might juz be one coming... and he zoom away when the traffic light turned green... he muz haf thought i'm a ghost...

imagine in the middle of the night, 1am, den someone from dunoe where approaches u at a traffic junction and asked u where is the place... den in such a pathetic and hideous manner, u might haf thought i'm like a murderer or a robber or a stowaway or something... oh well... after not long, i saw a cab and flagged it.. den finally made my way home.. den stupid la found out not enough cash, paid for using masters, nid to pay service charge 10%.. zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz wad a stupid thing to happen to me... SUX.... and i lost a $10 folded into a heart... omg... it was given to me, 2 semesters ago.. and it was wif me from so long till now la... omg man... i dunoe why today so cui for me...

but a quote from her, "today is today, tommorow is tommorrow, dun keep thinking about today, tommorrow will be a better day".... hopefully la... but it all happened to me at after 12midnite... which means.. its tommorow already... urgh la... wdeva.. dun care liao i go sleep liao... good nite... zzzz