Thursday, February 15, 2007.
2:57 PM |
past few days... keep going out.. no time to blog.. nothing much also...
13th Feb' 07 Tuesday Valentine's Evewe went out..... bugis... all over bugis street, keep hearing girls talking about how guys were -.-
like gossip or wad la... juz say like a guy loves a girl den will treat her good blablabla de....
den saw 2 people quarreling also, over a man... one is the wife, the other is the mistress (i presume)... its all about guys.....
walked around shopping for cny clothes...
had dinner at V8.. it was good and all...
walked very long, but nothing caught her eyes... so end up bought juz a topshop top...
den was late le... reached yishun le, talked at mac awhile....
den notice no more last bus for me... -.-so after seeing her safely home, gotta cab home...
den reached home le....sick sick sick14th Feb' 07 Wednesday Valentine's Day
hmm... went meet bobo tommy ceed desmond at pool fusion 2, for pool...
supposed to meet them earlier, but i went late....so reached at 8pm.. played awhile.. it was expensive... total SGD$54.90 of pool game + finger food... pool there is forever expensive...
but no choice... bobo's valentine is there... so haf to go there le.. for his future... (ceed says.)till late, left me bobo and tommy...
after the game, bobo left wif gwenn, den me and tommy went gay...that was how i spent my remaining 30mins of Valentine's Day... walking wif tommy along bugis...
it was rather sweet okays.hmm.. den called her... juz nice she's off from work le... thus, took cab over wif tommy coz i wanted to pass her things...
tommy alighted first, den i went to harbourfront to meet her le...she's going zouk wif her friends... so i tot juz send her there...
den after she alight.. found out that zouk full ler.... and they were rejecting entries.. dots... i was on cab on my way home... den decided, call the driver to drive me back to zouk....
den i went acc her awhile, jiu can get into zouk le... but its entry via zouk velvet underground...den i guess i haf to to go in le, otherwise i'll haf nothing to do... lol...
so ladies, free entry.. guys haf cover charges... i entered via velvet, the guy didnt check me again... its suppose to be for >21years old for velvet underground, i think..
so i bought tix and got past le... so went in and find her friends and all... den juz danced thru the nite...
drank a tequila shot.. mayb coz i sick, den dun feel the kick there.. but after awhile jiu haf abit le la...nothing much to elaborate ba, so after zouk go home le lo.... reach her place 5am... talked abit to wait for first bus...
coz i didnt wana waste money take cab le... took public transport home le...reached home at 7.30am... whew... i made in home in one piece le...
hmm by right i should be very happy these days... very very happy... but dunoe why, gradually, i'm not.... but nvm la... most impt is not i happy, is you...all i've got to say, is these days really... really is like a dream... we've dinner, shopped, clubbed, drank, movie, talk, cab, and all... in like 5 days... its all that i ever wanted to be doing wif u ... i feel... really thankful to u... for these wonderful memories.... u've made all the impossible, turn possible for me... i nv regretted doing anything for you, neither do u haf to feel guilty for anything i've done... all i want you to feel is, i'm there... no matter wad happens, i'll still be here... i'm really loss for words, but full of thanks... my point each day if we went out, has been met.. 1st. to see u smile, 2nd. to see u happy, 3rd. to make sure u're safe, 4th. to make sure u're home safely at the end of each day. thats all that matters... others don't.. yes another person asked me if all these are worthedwhile?.. of course, it doesnt matter anymore if it was worthed doing... i'm happy doing everything.. no matter wad comes out of it... i noe i've at least done.. all i can... so the rest no longer matters, this is the first time i can say, results don't matter. looking at you, talking to you and even able to see you, in such a close distance.. is really...very amazing... u've got such a pretty face... that belongs solely to you, and everything about you is juz so wonderful... ignoring wad others haf to say about u, negative comments, thrash talk, and all.. it juz simple means people are jealous.. knowing more about ur past has been refreshing for me also.. upon hearing, i really feel like...... but i cant... u juz make me feel, u're not that independent afterall what!... so blur and forgetful... and u make me feel like wanting to take care of you wif every bit of me left, to make sure u're well and all... as much as i can... i nv regretted anything i've done, from going home late, to getting sick.. it all doesnt matter anymore, for seeing u is more than wad i can ask for... i juz feel i'm a very lucky person... to be able to listen to all you've got to say, to be able to be beside u when u nid someone, and to be there waiting for u... nothing else matters anymore... i really dun care le.... on top of all those, my last nite msgs to you are all wad i felt la... u cant blame me for misinterpretting wad, lol coz u left me such a chunk of stuff on msn... i juz read and thats wad that came into my mind le... i noe doing all this doesnt make any difference, i really noe it de... its all juz me, i juz feel like doing it... coz if i dont, i noe i'll regret it even more... i cant think of anymore things to write... juz wrote all i felt le.... i haven slept yet... not at all... i'm tired. but i juz keep going on... and on.. and on.... coz i dont wan to regret someday when i'm no longer able to do all this... i'll regret it even more... so yup... its all that keeps me going.... may u be happy and safe... forever, and ever... and ever....-end 
