when asked a question by the girl, haf i changed, or has the feeling changed. i wonder... i ponder... and can't seem to reply with a self satisfactory answer... mayb its been too long... mayb we were both not too initiative... mayb... its just not meant to be... i feel emo at night, especially rainy nights, and i need accompaniment too, i'm a person... sometimes.. i just wished that things won't be so hard. then everything will juz be simple and sweet.. ~ just what's wrong between us?!

once recently, A asked me the same question too, but no i didn't change! its just that i dunoe also.... urgh....

ANYWAYS! i MIGHT be shifting house on 15-DEC-2008 already, or later, but should be somehow soon. works there have already completed. so its BYE Palladium, and welcome to the next phase of living: LOR STANGEE.. SOON.... hopefully before i NS, if not, my mummy they all will have to shift things themselves liao.. lol ...

and, fuck it man, i totally feel wtf, these days really is fucked. the biggest MISTAKE this year. people around me are like. ?! what is this man. i still tot.. i still tot... but NO. there's no point man.... OMG i feel damn STUPiD now! joke it has to be, can't believe it.

but still, yes i'm still smiling, simply smiling behind a facade. out.