Saturday, February 21, 2009.
3:36 PM |
NS has turned my life upside down inside out. It's a complete waste of my time for some reason i don't know why. Ceased my other operations, and also caused trouble for a couple of other stuff. Damn retarded. Have been doing crap in there also, excuse this excuse that, everything also cannot do. wtf man, area cleaning whole day, stand by bed, stand by area, clean rifle when haven't even got to shoot at all, etc etc.. Though my platoon is already not bad, our sergeants are considered humans. The other platoons are treated like dogs, responding only to commands given by the so called sergeants which are like the owners. I bet it won't be long till i say, woof woof too. Totally just like dogs. NS is a place to get commanded, and you LL have to listen to commands and respond to them. If not? Punishment lo...Either ways, its a lose lose situation for me no doubt out there in mainland or in there in tekong. Life's totally screwed. Everything's changed... There seems to be no way in returning back to how it was. And it only made the feelings between us even more fucked up.. Everything changed, I bet your feelings too.
Nuff said, booking in another 3hrs plus. Totally demoralising. Next week is live range + field camp + BIC week. Yet another boring + busy week. NS is Crap.
Loves, derrick out.