Sunday, March 01, 2009.
finally booked out! end of live range + field camp week! kinda got injured during 1st day of field camp already. dots... carried on with 2nd day, tried my best and tahan, but couldn't take it, my back was killing me. went to see MO that night, and 2lt joan excused me from the remaining field camp.. my back's injured =/ oh wells, wad a draggy week to pass.. gladly after this week, there's nothing much left for bmt already. what's remaining is the stupid discovery centre visit for the NE (National Education) lessons on 3rd of March, and the School Games Day happening on the 5th of March. In between are the Recruits' Evening happening on both nights of 4th and 5th of March. After which 10th of March will be my confirmed POC date. As I'm PES C, i won't have a POP. Doesnt have much difference to me, after all NS is only something i want to clear asap. 1 Year 10 Months left after POC!... Damn long way to go. Alrite book out lo!~went to wheelock borders today to shop for books with jol, uncle zohn and his daughter abigail! finally found "The Brothers Karamazov", bought the book at first instinct! =D weee. happy. After which went to eat dinner at food republic, which we spent $38 for 4 persons for dinner there. wth lor, food republic stuff are freakin ex. and the stuff are "best" in the world, ever. period, never eat from there anymore. SAF Cookhouse tastes better.after which, was supposed to meet up with jol' frens, jiamin and the girls from netball i presume. And chill at balcony. (wth not again?!) but eventually it was called off, probably coz it was kinda late or something. No idea wad happened, but heck, didn't meet them, so jol suggested watching movie, but when we reached cine, there wasn't any slots, wanted to move on to lido, but as we were walking there, it started pouring rain.. and eventually we were stuck at paragon.. dang... chilled inside there, listened to the live band over there, kinda cool, but the vocalist kinda sucked. oh well, i couldn't sing any better either. haha, hecks. took some photos.. appreciate them! i seldom upload photos/blog lately. alrites though i know i look like a fashion disaster! but, hecks, since i don't look really good even if i dress up myself. whateva le lar ~ hahas. 
me and abigail outside the toilet. dang...
us 3 in the middle of the wheelock abstract statue tingy.
helping uncle zohn take photo with abigail, jol sneaked this one behind me.
lols, classic expression. looks kinda retard.
uncle zohn and me, lol, we like taking stupid photos.
this is worst. haha! the trio "musketeers".
mummy came to pick us up shortly, stranded at paragon with heavy rain pouring down.. uncle zohn is staying with us for this 2 days, just back from japan wif granny. he's flying back to Shanghai via transit at japan later at 8am! busy man.. he's based permanently at Shanghai, comes back once or twice per year or something only. heh..
taken in the car, abigail likes to touch my head -.-
last photo of us 3. =Dalrite, time for random ramblings...ha... first up, its A. lol.. its been freakin long since we last chat liao right, when was the last time we even met up ? rofl.. okies thanks for remembering me lei. and u suddenly wanted the kitty pic... lucky i manage to find the photo! lol... i dun care liao, i upload here liao. lol since it doesn't even haf ur face ! eh this is like taken on 160808.
ha, meet out soon okies. (: i'm bout to POC le!nxt up is C. oh gosh, u landed urself in quite a predicament.. i didn't haf a good feeling bout that guy all along... and now shit really happened... gosh, can't console u enough, coz i'm not u.. but i'm able to feel how u feel... damn jia lat.. i feel hurt for u also, coz this guy is so not worthed it.. u gave in so much, yet he's juz like a jerk, an asshole... like i told u before, this guy isn't able to give u a regular relationship like u've tot he would... he would juz hurt u over and over again... enough of chances, he's seems to taken charge of ur life instead... why let it carry on being like this... the only one thing i can't tolerate is that, he calls u his gf, but when u msg him, he can tell u not to sms him as he's with his other gf.. wth is this man... this isn't part of a regular relationship... gosh... can't believe its been quite long somemore... please... get a hold of urself, and realise that this guy isn't all u need... u need to pull through this, and grow stronger. and i believe u could do so. so don't forget what u've promised me, and get out of this, and grow out to be a stronger, better, girl. this guy isnt serious about u at all.. u even know about it... the cookies, the pig, etc, all just give it to him, and forget bout it all... forget about the lies that he told u before, and just leave him... forget bout all the threatenings, and all the things that were so negative... he's just not worthed it! lastly, its You. you know its you. i don't know whats going on now between us. its been stagnant. we're just hanging there like not advancing. so much time has passed.. we didn't get the time to meet each other, no time to talk often even.. i'm in army, while u juz finished ur exams... during army, i could only sms/call at nights.. specifically during the 9.30pm-10.30pm period, whereby i had admin time.. else, i couldn't really talk to u.. i did try my best to contact u whenever i had free time... but still, time factor really affected alot...but still, i don't know what u're feeling... its been like... so long ler... i know u've got problems of ur own also.. u can't go out and all etc, its okay, i understand and i know de... but.. i juz hoped something better would happen soon... i'll finally get my 2 weeks break after my POC on 10th of March. i juz hoped, everything would be better for us... what's gonna happen between us?.... i'm still wondering...gonna book in later at 8.15pm tonite, will be leaving home by 6pm le i guess... if anyone still looking for me, could do so before i book in alrites... alrites, XOXO good nites everyone.. its already 4.24am! omg..
